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Monday, May 31, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Everyone has one tagging along with them.
They drag them into the picture,
pulling them along wherever they go.
They are of course,
my nemesis.
All of them.

Well,
let's start with the first one.
There's Missy G.
Then there was Ms. Inflated,
followed by STD,
and now,
sadly, we have Smartie.

That's a very nice name okay.
No more complaints.

Well,
the fact is,
I hate all of them.
LOL!

Well,
like how Rascal Flatts sings them,
What Hurts the Most.
It's your nemesis.
It's something outside your control.

If I could write a book,
I'd probably write a book on how to beat your nemesis up,
in real life and in your dreams.
=)
Provided I figured it out by then.

Well,
I'm rather nervous.
What if I can't make it in time for this coming semester?
I haven't get my visa, haven't found a place to stay.
Yada yada yada.

I want to say goodbye,
but it's only one and a half years.
It don't seem significant enought.
Probably I should just leave forever.
At least that give me an excuse to say bye.

Ohmygod.
Goodjob Kelly.
Awesome.
You just mindfucked yourself.

So much for not caring.
So much for leave everything out of my orbit,
out of my orbit.

If only I didn't bring it up.

Okay enough.
End of topic.

Anyway, I came clean.
No.
I don't feel clean.
How did I end up this way?
Things change.
You'll be shocked knowing what I am now.

This irks me.
Seriously,
why do I feel like blogging everytime when I feel like shit?
Sugar coated is really not sugar coated anymore.
It's really mustard, really.

Well,
I'm impressed.
How not significant it sound like to you.
I don't even know what to name you anymore.
Okay.
McGriddle.
That's my fav breakfast menu.

Okay,
decision made.
If it's just the way society works,
I give in.

Time to shut down,
touch and go.

Don't come bullshit to me wtv it is.
Doesn't work and won't buy it.

Alright.
I'm feeling better already.

Well nemesis,
I surrender.
You win.

=)

Oh, I just remembered that my no rs policy should end this month,
but NOPE.
Haha.
Policy stays.
=)
That's final.
FOCUS!


Friday, May 28, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
History is repeating itself.

3 years ago,
I decided to give up on JPA to come SG without even going for interview.
Why?
Too risky and not enough time.

3 years later,
now.
I decided to give up on my interview with NTU,
for the same reason.

Hopefully MOE grant my deferment!!

Isn't life's always a bitch?
Yesterday was TRAUMATISING.
It's the first time I felt like that.
OMG.
LOL.
I guess I'm really club deprived,
and the nap really did helped.

That is f course I ran out of energy and the queue.
OHMYGAWD.
It was hot and stuffy.
I was perspiring like crazy.
Sweat, cold sweat, sweat.
Yes yes body.
I know you demand victory,
but the body is mine!

HAHA.

Oh well.
It has been 24hrs since I ate actually by now.
HAHA!
The Gandhi way.
=P

Joking la!
Crazy.
I'll grab smtg later.
FAMISHED!
Actually no.
I don't know.
Something is wrong.
I totally have no appetite.

Ugrh.

Oh oh,
well..
Sorry for the bitchiness but yeah.
Mad ftw!
=)

Btw,
yesterday was CRAZYNESS for a while.
So many characters huh.
We have the flirt, the shuffler, the candy, the fedora.
Interesting to the max!
Don't relate to me.
I'm just talking about people and what I observe.

Oh well,
UQ ACEPTED ME BTW!

I'm rather giving up on NTU.
Sigh.
Cause it'll be super messy if they accept me after I pay UQ the deposit.


Monday, May 24, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
With the IPhone craze around,
it's really such a turn off.
=/
I don't know.
I'm not much of a trend person I guess.

But still the convenience and constant long travelling time,
makes its applications uber tempting.
My phone is near 1 year old.
How?

Hmm..

I'm irritated.
I was removing the M&Ms from my toes,
I totally forgot and it messed up my fingernails.
UGRH.

So in the end I had to redo EVERYTHING.

P/s I'm hungry now.


Sunday, May 23, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
3 years of effort.
Happy times, bad times, bitchy mode, project rush.
It's GRADUATION.

Feeling tad tired.
Maybe I'm not someone that ambitious afterall.
There's this tiny corner in my heart that says,
'Get a decent job and slack for the rest of your life.'
That sounds rather promising actually.

Woman are given the rights to get household allowance!
=DDD

Despite everything still unresolved,
I'm feeling much better.
Shut down my mind and I'll enjoy the rest of my holidays!

Have I mentioned FUTURE LOVE is uber awesome?


Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Awesomeness.
Dad's here.
I'm quite glad how it turned out to be.
We didn't quarrel.
I didn't say anything mean.
It still hurts a little but it was fine.
He aged a lot?
I'm REALLY scared.
We held hands, fingers crossed and walked around.
For a while,I forgot everything he said.

I'm VERYYY tired.
I'm moody.
I want to rant.
I want someone to rely on.
=(

Seriously, I need strength.

Okay, at the peak of the day,
Sis texted me and told me finally she received a letter from NTU.
I mean I totally expected it but this just means I have a lot of things to solve.
I'm done trying to handle everything myself.

Here are the issues I'm stuck with:

1. NTU's appeal.
-That is if I would. I don't know if I should.

2. UQ
-I still haven't get a reply and I got no hostel yet if I get in.

3. My deferment if I go UQ.
-I need to do this 2months prior to beginning of semester. Thing is I haven't get a reply from UQ and it's less than 2 months already. I don't know if MOE still accepts it. If it don't, means I'm dead stuck for 5 months aimlessly.

4. THE FUCKED UP COURT CASE!
-I don't even know how to begin with. I'm beginning to feel so fucked up I don't know what should I do anymore.

I'm NOT okay now.
Maybe I will be tomorrow.

I can't believe tomorrow's graduation.

So yeah, if anyone got any recommendations for me on how to solve any of the above please tell me.

How awesome right? -_____-

Best thing, when mom and dad ask, I said "everything's fine".

HA~HA~HA~

GRRR!

Okay, I'm feeling SLIGHTLY better.


BTW, I'M STUCK WITH THE SONG DON'T FORGET BY DEMI LOVATO.
At least I found a song I like.


Monday, May 17, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I've been putting Justin Timberlake's Summer Love on repeat for the past few hours.
=D


Sunday, May 16, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Sometimes,
the devil is just right beside us.
Songs, lyrics...

They make us think of old memories we try so hard to chuck aside,
control how we feel,
and most of the time, affect our decisions.

Songs that make you hold on,
songs that says letting go is for the better,
songs that makes you go on a lovey dovey mode.

Mad.
Doesn't that song says a lot about us?

Recently this has been horrible.
Grr.
Be stronger idiot.
Much bigger plans.
Much to think about.

Come on!

If the other party can do it,
you can do it!


GO KELLY GO YOU GO WE GO!


Saturday, May 15, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
This is one story I must share!!!!!!!!
On 12th May,
a Wednesday,
I was CHASED and HARRASSED by a COCKROACH!
That stupid shiny black thing freaked me out!

I was slacking at Boat Quay under UOB.
Then the cockroach appeared out of nowhere and started heading SLOWLY towards me.
When it was real near,
I stand up and moved to another side.
It changed to my direction and continues to move towards ME!

I clinged on to Trisha and then said jokingly,
"cockroached, sorry I'm taken!"
It freaking JUMPED nearer to me!!!!!
OMFG!

It was bloody fierced okay!

Then we walked quite far away,
freakishly,
it turned to our direction and move towards us!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!


Friday, May 14, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I find you super interesting.
Hmm..
VERY VERY interesting.
But,
is it really because you're interesting,
or because you look 75% like someone I know?

How interesting isn't it?

Isn't life's always a bitch?
Fairytales.
Do I still believe in them?
For a moment,
everything seemed so real.
If my life's a TV series,
I bet it's a damn damn popular one.

So many things happened in this few months.
Things I regret doing,
things that came unexpected,
things that I've been constantly doing.
People coming in and out of my life.

I wonder where do you belong now.
I really am curious.
Do you know how much you meant?
Or mean?
Hmm..

Year 1 to year 3.
How much I've changed.
A LOT.
When I was in year 1,
I was way stronger.

I need help.
I don't know who to turn to now.
It's pissing me off feeling so helpless.
I don't know it turned into this big mess.
The police station trip yesterday was a total bummer.
They are telling me they can't help me because it's not within their control.
Like,
they're the police.
=(
I need a fairy-godmother.
I used to be able to count on you.
Things changed.
I don't want to bother you with my crap anymore.
Once was awkward enough for me.
*shake heads*

J,
WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING????
=(
I'm still stuck here.
NTU haven't reject me,
UQ haven't reply me.
*pulls hair*

One word.
FRUSTRATED!

Thank god for Ladies Night and Thursdays!

Daddy's coming in few days' time.
I'm.. lost.
I don't know how to face him after everything.
I'm sorry but I don't know how to forgive you, Dad.
It's hard enough for me to have you there for my graduation.
Especially when I'm just one of the gazillion people getting a Diploma.
It's JUST a diploma.
Nothing more.

I'm a disappointment.


Thursday, May 13, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I think I'm an AWESOME tourist guide!!
LOL!
Hubz cameover on monday and I brought him around.
Singapore in 2 days!
We had a BLAST!
=DDD

The itinerary?
=P
Hire me and I'll bring you!
HAHA!!

Baby's going to PLAY tonight!
Along with Timo
OHMYGAWD!

___________________________________________________________________
I don't know who was it meant for,
but I don't understand.
The least you could do after all that we've gone through is to say bye?
I might be flying off anyway.
So that's how it's gonna end.
I don't even know why it matters =(


Monday, May 10, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I'm feeling very very jumpy.
I think I'm really turning psychotic.
In a day,
I suffered so many different feelings.

I had my crazy dance moments when I head all my gaga-songs.
Then,
I was feeling rather emo for a long time listening to all the sad emo love longs.
I hated it.
I mean, I knew I'll feel that way but I still want to listen to them.

I had a good laugh listening to I like Big Butts.
Watched numerous epis of Xiaxue's Guide to Life and Chick vs Dick.

Now,
I'm feeling giggly and lovey dovey listening to all the lovesick songs.
For example... A1 - Like A Rose.
Some C21 songs, all those boy band stuff.

Gratz boink.
I'm proud of you.
Choose wisely.
I wish you'd at least say bye if you chose UK.
I'm contemplating to message you or not.
=(
This suck.

I need more dates!
Staying home alone suck balls.

Ridwan was nice enough to cycle here to visit me.
Accompanied me for dinner.
Fried Rice!
I shall do more sit ups later.
Provided I can actually do more.
LOL!

Wait,
pause,
stop.

I think I'm banging the wall again.
SHIT!
Howwwwwwwwww?


Sunday, May 9, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Before I leave Sg (that is if i'm leaving),
I want to go to:

Science Centre
All the museums
Bird Park
Double Helix Bridge
Mustafa Centre
Singapore Crocodile Farm
Hay Dairies

ESP the peranakan museum!

Okok.
HAHA!
Super touristy I know!!
=DD

Isn't life's always a bitch?
I spent my day at home.
I cleaned up my room.
Vacuumed it.
Wiped it.
Arranged my stuff.
Washed my clothes.

=D
My room's squeeky clean now.
I'm HAPPY!

Isn't life's always a bitch?
Blog blog blog.
Everyday blog blog.
Boring blog.
Happy blog.
Sad blog.
Angry also blog.

Keyword of the day:
Don't put all your eggs in one basket.

=DD

Keep your cool and spread the love.
Being serious gives you nothing back.

So,
don't be.
Have fun!

=D


Saturday, May 8, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I have an awesome family.
I love my mom and dad.
They're AWESOME.
FUCKING awesome.

If only my family's anything like others.
If only no one tries to push me around.

I'm not a mannequin.
Try me and you'll never see me again.

Isn't life's always a bitch?
Awesome awesome time spent with Ridwan today.
I went tanning with HOT BOD!
WOO~
ENVY ME GIRLS!
Lol.

Just kidding...

I did went for the tanning session though.
That guy is CRAZAY!
We tanned for roughly an hour?
The sun was OMFG-ish.

Done tanning he went to swim.
2 VERY VERY VERY big laps,
did 100 push ups,
and crunches.
-______________________-

He made me do sit ups as well,
by sitting on my feet,
giving me support.
I did 15 and I gave up.
HAHAHA!

Alright,
I'm motivated!
Defined abs,
Kelly will get you one day!

Perfect abs.
OMG.
I really want you!!

I had it yesterday morning though,
but that was because it was totally flat and empty stomach.

Okay,
enough.

We went over for drinks at Delifrance and Spins later on.
Wanted to catch a movie but nothing seems appealing.

Dead tired.

Wonderful time though.
=)

AND AND ME HUBBY COMING TO SG ON MONDAY!!!!!
ROARRRR!!
HAHAHHAHA!!!

AWESOME AWESOME!!!!!!

and ELLA's BACK!

=D


Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Feelings can be sucha bitch.
=(

Isn't life's always a bitch?
=(

How?

If only everything can remain the same.
If only things will never change.
If only the world's a better place.
If only, only good things happen.
If only there's no bad guys.
If only the world is still filled with cottages with colourful birds flying around

Ugrh.
If only I have all the money in the world.
If only I have nicer eyes.
If only I have smaller waist.
If only I have slimmer cheeks.
If only my boobs are bigger.
(LOL! more towards the modern society wants)

Fairytales don't happen.
Miracles don't happen twice.

We The Kings - We'll Be A Dream
The yellowlight song.

____________________________________________________________________
Well well well,
I met up with bubu yesterday!
HAHA.
It was SOOOO funny playing with Talking Carl.
LOLX!
MEOWWWWW~~
=)
BOOOCHAKK!

Slacking at gf's place was AWESOME despite the crazy shows we watched.
The Girl Next Door.
WTH?!?!
It was super sick :(
Ugrh.
THEY BURNT HER CLITORIS FOR GAWD SAKE!
It was about this psychoic bitch who hates girls and kept accusing this poor girl as a slut.
She made her sons strip her naked and then say she seduce them.
Then she made them rape her to demo how cheap girls can be.
She came out with this idea of burning her clitoris will burn her desire...
-________________-

There I thought it was a typical CHICK FLICK.
It turned out to be this mentally sick show.
=(
Traumatized.

P/s sambal anchovies with peanuts are AWESOME snack.


Monday, May 3, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
The new song.
Memories by David Guetta.
Awesome shit isn't it?
=)

Well,
don't ask me why but I just have the feeling.
Fall baby fall.
It's a bottomless pit.
So,
I shall not jump in.

Sorry but too much to bear.

=)
I'm awake now.

I shall remain indifferent.

P/s I reallllllly want abs. Any idea how to get it without exercising?

=D


Sunday, May 2, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
According to Yahoo News, 8 of the Must-try Malaysian dishes are:

Ayam Buah Keluak
Ikan Bakar
Nasi Kandar
Penang Char Kway Teow
Penang Laksa
Chicken Rice
Ipoh Hor Fun
Nasi Lemak

Out of the 8, 4 dishes originated from Perak (the state) and 2 originated from Ipoh (the city).

How awesome Ipoh's food is? Think for yourself.
Now about the 8 dishes. I beg to differ.

First and foremost, CHICKEN RICE is WRONG. Lou Wong Restaurant is indeed famous for their chicken. I dare to swear once you tried it, you'll fall in love with it. This is refer to only white/steam chicken. Roasted wise I have no idea because no one in their right mind goes there to eat roasted ones. The chicken are so smooth you feel like it just slip through your throat. For those who love the beansprout, ask any chefs. The beansprout in Ipoh is unlike any other beansprout that's skinny, thin and NOT crunchy at all. The ones in Ipoh is juicy, fat, short and super crunchy. Don't ask me why. Once PMC chef told me it's because of the water. Believe it or not. Yes, that is a DIE DIE MUST TRY dish in Ipoh. Well, BUT! Problem is, people eat HOR FUN with the chicken. DEFINITELY not RICE.

P/s just got to know from cousin they serve rice too because KL people prefer rice, but hey. That's not auhentically local anymore =)

Which leads to the next problem. Ipoh Hor Fun. Finally I know what that refers to. It's a total opp of what you can find in Sg (which are the ones in dark sauce with chicken and mushroom). Ipoh Hor Fun (for god sake, it's called Kai Si Hor Fun - Shredded Chicken Hor Fun in Ipoh), are soup based hor fun served with beansprout and chicken inside. Basically it's what you can find from the restaurant mentioned above in a bowl.

Penang Laksa, that I MOST certainly agree. Come on, I go over Johor just to eat that. That's my FAVOURITE dish and often my lunch back there. The original ones are served with a type of noodle, the chewy slippery ones in a broth made of either tuna or sardine (I forgot), pineapple etc.. It's AWESOME I swear.

Well, that's my take on this issue. I still can't believe they said chicken RICE in Yahoo News.
-__-

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Well, about my awesome day yesterday!
It was HAHAHAHA!
That's my expression.
It started crazily and ended with a BANG.
Dinner with the girls are forever love.
We went to Suki Sushi (as usual) and ordered:
3 Mussel Mentai
1 Soft Shelled Crab
1 Salmon Sashimi
Sushis

Food was awesome!
=)
The highlight: Em laughed till she teared and really having tears rolling down!

OMG I LOVE YOU GIRLS SOOOOO MUCH!

Then me and Ella head to the Mango Fashion Guerrila thing.
It was tad boring.
We had a drink, saw the premier and decided to head to Supper Club.
We were like super late,
somehow managed to get in through guestlist and RAWRS!
HAHAHA!

OMG!
We totally proved how DESPO guys can be and LOL!
Wicked us, we drove them crazy.
There was this super despo guy and he kept asking and asking and asking.
LOL!
I'm just like NO, TRY HARDER, ASK MY GF.
Uber loser.
THENNNNNN...

I got to know someone.
HAHA!
Omg this is awesomely funny.
How small the world is,
and once again we proved that how easy it is to get hooked up.

BABE! That guy wanted to dance with you know!
OH MAN!!!!

Pssst, will update you who later.

Went home around 5am?

Havoc sleeping time!


Saturday, May 1, 2010
Isn't life's always a bitch?
When I encounter my first case,
it's in Sg.
I don't know who it was but I remember I was shocked.

Back home,
these things don't happen.
Not this often.

I guess it's the culture and brought up?
Don't stress yourself out too much peeps.
My dear friends,
life is about making mistakes and death is about hoping that you made more.
(quoted from Bounty Hunter)

That is VERY true.

If you're still around,
you can always attempt to make it better,
a chance for amenments,
a chance for people to make it up to you,
and a chance that will not make people who love us sad.

It's rather sad that people starts to remember and reflect how AWESOME you are after you're gone.

Cherish people around you people.

Here is a shout out to all those who are close to me.

Polykakis: 3 years and SOOO many changes. I'm glad we're friends. Ups and downs but stillfriends! Hopefully it'll last even after poly. I'll always remember the Chicken Cutlet Rice we ate together at Mensa.

GFs: You know I love you deep deep girls. We've always be there for each other and recently just recovered from our first bump. We'll stay strong! =) See you girls tonight btw. =DD

To all others, I shall not put too many names. You guys know I care. That's good enough.
Hit me in facebook once in a while!! =)

Isn't life's always a bitch?
That's the most-used word yesterday.
Now, it's my turn.
From now on,
leave my buddy ALONE.
FUCK OFF YOU ALL!

I don't give a shit what you guys think about my fucking life.
It's my life FOR GOD SAKE!
I make my own choices.
I ask your opinion when I want to.
If I don't welcome them,
shut the fuck up and move on!

It's killing me putting my buddy in the centre.

YOU AND YOU,
JUST FUCK OFF!
Ugrh.

ESPECIALLY YOU!
Pissed to the max.

Don't ask me who you are.
FYI,
I won't say anything impt in my blog anymore because
I don't want you guys to know anything about me!

All nicknames will be changed.
HAH!
Serve you fuckers right!
Go,
fucking go ask around la.

Maybe one day I'll just fuck someone in front of you so you can really,
FUCK OFF!

Okay sorry.
I'm feeling much better now.
My WMP is playing Solo.

Ptf.
Disgusted.