Fairytales.
Do I still believe in them?
For a moment,
everything seemed so real.
If my life's a TV series,
I bet it's a damn damn popular one.
So many things happened in this few months.
Things I regret doing,
things that came unexpected,
things that I've been constantly doing.
People coming in and out of my life.
I wonder where do you belong now.
I really am curious.
Do you know how much you meant?
Or mean?
Hmm..
Year 1 to year 3.
How much I've changed.
A LOT.
When I was in year 1,
I was way stronger.
I need help.
I don't know who to turn to now.
It's pissing me off feeling so helpless.
I don't know it turned into this big mess.
The police station trip yesterday was a total bummer.
They are telling me they can't help me because it's not within their control.
Like,
they're the police.
=(
I need a fairy-godmother.
I used to be able to count on you.
Things changed.
I don't want to bother you with my crap anymore.
Once was awkward enough for me.
*shake heads*
J,
WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING????
=(
I'm still stuck here.
NTU haven't reject me,
UQ haven't reply me.
*pulls hair*
One word.
FRUSTRATED!
Thank god for Ladies Night and Thursdays!
Daddy's coming in few days' time.
I'm.. lost.
I don't know how to face him after everything.
I'm sorry but I don't know how to forgive you, Dad.
It's hard enough for me to have you there for my graduation.
Especially when I'm just one of the gazillion people getting a Diploma.
It's JUST a diploma.
Nothing more.
I'm a disappointment.
