Seriously.
As compared yday to today,
yday was the BOMB!
I woke up late today.
So yeah, late for lecture.
Took 18 and almost forgot to alight at Safra.
God.
I practically slept or talked in lecture so what's the point of going anyway.
Today's lecture - a waste of time.
Seriously.
Thank god coffee and chem x were msging me.
Not to forget,
my leg cramped yday while I was sleeping.
Can you imagine?
It was so painful I turned around,
held my pillow tight,
and refuse to scream.
I brought my Flanil to school today.
Just in case.
I loved the Cotton On top yday,
but hated what I wore today.
Haha.
So after class we went URA to collect information.
It was super screwed up actually because I totally catch no balls.
Ugrh.
Not to mention,
this 2 days.
Super suay.
Seriously,
what's wrong with God?
You think it's funny?
You have nothing better to do than making things worst?
It stings okay.
Very very much.
Leave me just a tiny hole to escape please.
I'm trying my best but I can't hold on any longer if this continues.
It just stings so badly.
Especially,
when I felt that..
I'm the only one.
Went Starbucks on both days.
With coffee joining yday.
=D
Both days,
ice signature choc.
Good food and good fun all the way.
Seriously.
Thank you so so much girlfriend and chem x.
You guys seriously cracked me up.
Chem x, thank you for putting down your pride and let us make fun of you.
Great sport.
It was certainly the best time of the day.
I needed it, badly.
I came home,
knowing a few companies already taken in interns.
Faints.
I thought I'm being kiasu.
Bah~
I seriously have no idea what the hell is happening to me.
I'm lack of motivation and initiative.
Seriously.
Project research, I never even touch.
Groupmates,
I'm so sorry I'm screwing it up.
Sigh.
FILA also I haven't type in.
=(
Something is wrong with me.
I need to learn,
how to walk once again.
I felt, crippled.
I'm slacking like mad.
I've been thinking about hp lately.
How have you been?
I wonder.
Coffee,
not your fault, totally.
Please don't apologize..
It only make me feel worst.
It will be your last, I'm sure.
Have faith in you!
*Smiles*
Angelfly,
I'm so sorry.
That's all I can say.
It's not worth it.
Seriously.
Save yourself okay?
Protect yourself from getting hurt.
I'm bad news.
I don't even know what I want now.
I'm a super messed up person and you'll end up hating me.
So before that happens,
save yourself.
Run for your life.
Seriously.
I need to go Going Om tmr.
Starbucks session been great,
but I need a bit more than that.
I need a getaway practically.
Let's have fun and drink it all up girlfriend.
=)
It's SET!
I, HACK CARE.
