ME, ME and more ME!!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

The family.
New found family.
=)
I love.

Yday we got ec.
Today we brought the Scotch Wisky over.
Haha.
What's in for tomorrow?
Nah,
I'm meeting Ella tomorrow so no crazy stuff.

I'm glad I only have one paper for mid-sem.
Ignoring the fact I have 3 tests before that.
Oh well.
Sadly,
I have to chiong projects during the holidays.
Oh mann.
Sad-ed.

I'm currently at this place called Tosto with McFlurry and Nugget.
We just had nuggets dipped in McFlurry.
HAHAHA!
=D
Chem X joining us later.
It's just sad that strawberry sundae and applepie is not here.
We were thinking of opening the club to new members.
The entry requirement?
Shisha, booze, Gudang, macs.
HAHA.
Super funny.

Oh wait.
One new criteria added by the UPPER MANAGEMENT,
a.k.a THE BOSS,
BE PERASAN.

Last night was the bomb.
We stayed overnight at nugget's place.
=)
MORE LOVES!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Thanks :)
For driving me there and the macaroons.

Yday was seriously cui.
Don't comfort me by saying it's not k???
=(

Today is my F&B test.
I was seriously RATHER angry at myself for forgetting such an important point.
It's like..
How can I answer wrong?
=(
15%.

Then interview.
My make up - cui.
It just don't blend.
Lack of sleep, skin giving me problem.
Argh.

I'm totally in love with Fairmont.
I really hope I can get in.
At the same time,
CAAS called.

Vanessa,
the kindest person alive.
Seriously.
There was still a few space in Meritus and she actually recommended me to Adeline.
So I have a second interview now.
The thing is,
Meritus is bloody fussy,
and I actually,
am not very keen anymore.
First, susah sebab banyak sangat orang.
It's like... People won't even notice you because you'll be average.
Plain Jane.

Second, Fairmont is the bomb.
I wanna go Dubai!!!

The feeling during that interview.
So SIA.
I had that weird confidence in me.
When earlier in the day my heart was pumping like mad,
but it wasn't because of the interview or test.
I have no idea why.

Wait.
TOMORROW'S MICE IS SO DEAD!!!!!
_____________________________________________________
Fuck parents.
Seriously.
If you people wanna talk about things,
please DON'T FUCKING do it anymore.
You two should just never talk to each other.
You both are the worst follower ever.
I asked you to do this,
end up,
you both still screw it up for me.
Dad, I know you too well.
Stubborn.
Once you have that in hand,
you think you rule the world.
Fuck you.
Mom, I know you even better.
Stupid.
Seriously.. Haven't you realised that he's just not gonna give in to you?
I told you to shut the fuck up and leave it to me.
I said I'm gonna help you settle everything.
What the fuck you call him for?
Now thanks.
I have to crack my brain and make a u-turn.
Do you know how hard it is?
It was SO fucking well planned.
From the moment I found out,
I texted you.
I TOLD YOU WHAT TO SAY AND WHAT NOT TO SAY.
I told you what are the figures and YET,
you fucking think being honest is gonna work.
Now you complain to me that you slipped your judgement?
That you THOUGHT being honest would work?
WAKE UP!
How many years already?

Sigh.
Enough of whining.
Time for me to think of what to say to Dad the next time I meet him.
My story better be good.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

We celebrated Strawberry Sundae's bday at the barrage.
=)
Glad she's surprised.
HAPPY BEING LEGAL!

P.S The cake was AWESOME!
Yes, I like! Super chocolateyyy..

Thursday got F&B test.
Oh dear.
I saw a lot of people studying.

Tutorial was worst.
The tutor asked me to present the layout,
which obviously I didn't do.
So yeah,
I bullshit my way through.
It was rather obvious I guess..
-___-

Keypoint to note: I hate my 3.1 subjects.

Few things to be happy about?
I'm blessed with :).
I have a bunch of great friends.

I guess I just can't have everything,
but I'm totally contented right now.
=)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

The total charge for this bill is SGD 137.35 due on 09 Jun 2009.

That SO helped the situation.
Hello MAGGI!

Okay,
maybe it is time to change plan,
get a new phone.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

OMG.
SUPER NICE!
=D
I totally love that show.
Haha..
Thanks Chem X.

I had my 'dinner' at Cathay House Starbucks.
It's the WORST.
SERIOUSLY.
She's lucky I can't see her name,
we already set our hands on the feedback forms.
-_________-
She ask me freaking 4 times "Having here?"
When I told her, "WAIT!" cause I haven't really decide what I want.
Wtf.
I rolled my eyes at her and shouted HAVING HERE for the last time.
Chem X was pissed off as well,
but he turned away laughing at me.

She's FREAKING lucky her dumbness was compensated by another staff,
that gave me extra extra choc and whipcream.
=D

Oh oh,
then after I finished the curry puff,
I went to get something else.
Know what she say to me?
"WELCOME!".
I just open my eyes wide and stare at her,
until she realised I was the bitch that rolled eyes at her earlier on.
Ugrh~

The show got certain scary and gory parts.
I just can't take it,
I hold Chem X's arms tight.
Serious.
LOL!
He was like, "Kelly.. are you okayyyy?"
OMG!
I was so freaked out I can't even go to the toilet in peace.
I just keep talking to myself and make sure there's some sound.
SOOO SCARY!

Thank god Chem X stayed over my place,
if not I'm sure I can't sleep.

We pillowtalked unil 5plus AM!
Haha.
It was super fun but let's do it again on WEEKENDS.

The next day,
I found out Chem X is a PIG.
KING OF SNOOZE FOR REAL!
And I thought of depending on him to wake me up.
-______-

=)
But still,
THANKS!
We totally boose each others' egos when we hang out.
HAHA!
HOTTIE!

Today in school.
Lecture was like OH MY HOLY COW.
The lecturer went so fast I felt like giving him a tight slap.
Thank god I finally get it at the end of lecture.
Ugrh!

After school,
rushed over to biz sch.
=)
Accounting is just fun.
Haha.
Perhaps another reason I liked it is because of
:)(: 's presence huh?

Oh well,
once again,
I'm looking forward for tomorrow.
=D

It will be great.
For you,
'newcomer' and the 'reason of joining'.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

With financial issues.
When my next month's allowance arrive,
I have to buy the lightbulb thingamagic.

Then,
now that my phone spoil AGAIN,
lol...
means I have to do something about it.

Buy a new phone without plan?
or
Sign up new plan and get a new phone?
I think this will be cheaper since my current plan is SO not working.
My bill = OMG!
Just because of SMS only luhhhh..
Text addict.

Hmm,
but then I want my current number,
and then how???
HOOWWWW?

And that also means I will have 2 numbers,
which means 2 phones,
which means I have to get another phone,
probably a super cheap one just for it,
then next time I can use it as back up phone.

How about that?

Oh my wallet.
-______________-

Yes,
dear Topshop dress,
we have no fate.
LOL!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

A reply to girlfriend's most recent blog post:
(since I have to livejournal account)
Big hug okay girlfriend.. I knew the other day you sure tear one. Sorry wasn't there for u girls. Just a bit weird for me to hang around there that day sowent off first. We'll still meet up frequently for dinner and stuff k? And ella is bound to join us! =) just smile alright??

Mom,
your sickness is getting more and more serious.
I promise,
I will study hard to CURE you.
I will be NICE to you okay mom.
Tell me your perfect cure pleaseeee.
How about a movie date with your daughter?
I'm sure that will make you feel better right mom?
Oh oh,
you owe me a meal for crashing into New Urban Meal the other time!
HAHAHA!
We can do funny things again.
Afterall,
laughter is the best medicine.
I'm sure it will help to cure you!

Oh well, remember always that your daughter is
super proud to have such a smart mom alright.
People who doesn't appreciate you?
Go and die.
=)
My mom rocks my socks!
(Okay, I don't really wear them but stilll.....)

Booze,
June okay.
When I have KA-CHING $$$$$$$..
Haha.

Chem X,
CRY ON MY SHOULDER!
I'll bring pillow since it's boneyy!
=)
I shall grant you with a guilt free pass for being CHEM Y for one day!
Limited offer okay!
Don't you just feel loooveeeddd?

Girlfriends,
I felt that I'm neglecting you girls again!
Omg.
Sorry..
Been few days I cancelled dinner.
Coming week okay!
I heart you all!!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I just had the best one.
=D

Last night was 'sooper' fun!
I think I'll just keep saying that.

Grandpa shoot me with QUESTIONS just now.
Super kepoh.
Haha.

Like I care..
I love last night, period.

:)
(:

Isn't life's always a bitch?

What cute horoscope.
=D
HAHAHAHA!
Totally true.
Certain parts la.
=)
Yeah, volunteer to make you smile!!

Today,
didn't mug,
like duh~
BUUUTTT,
it was fun and nice though..
I'm starting to love Saturdays!!

=)

Oh oh...
Esplanade's library features:
Twister fries, scores BUT no normal books.
=D

I had Yoshinoya Beef bowl for lunch.
YAY!

Lastly,
I'm smiling now,
<3 !!

Wish you goodluck,
Strawberry sundae!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

My head is spinning.
Oh mannnn.
Stop blogging already!
LOL!
I'm so so spamming my own blog!

Irritating.
My mind is like so..
messy?
No, not the suitable word.
Something like that..
It's just that there's a lot going inside my brain.
Stop thinking.

I'm doing the 100 truths thingy that coffee just tag me in.
Hmm.
My 'which is better' side is like the same as hers la!
Like wth man...
LOL!
The questions are just stupid.

EH?
You want to go back to Mother's Day for?
Haha.
You can go back and change history.. haha.
Yeah. =X

Oh my freak.
What is wrong with me la!
Okay.
I should go sleep before I think more stupid stuff.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I freaking feel pregnant.
I am craving for:

Going Om's apple crumble
Four Leaves Choc cake (Ella's bday cake totally made me crave for it)
Tom Yam seaweed
Buds Brownies ice cream
Simei chicken rice
Fried rice from the store near my house
Biz park chicken chop
KFC chicken
Pizza
Starbucks signature choc
Mac's soggy fries and nuggets with LOTS of mayo

:(
OH MAN!
STOP EATING!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Oh my gawd.
Booze!!!
Gloria jeans like SOON!!
Need to talk.
Lol.
NNNEEEDDDD to talk.

And no, KOALA TREE is not invited.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I guess it's always confusing.
Never been easy huh..
My drama mama life.
Haha.
So apparently it goes around as well.

Today's classes are not as bad.
I didn't really pay attention in lecture though.
I was too busy being teased by booze.
-________-

Election results.
To me,
the most important thing is that Ella got in.
=)
Yes, she did.
I'm happy for you darling.

Girlfriend,
don't be sad okay?
We'll support them from the back.
=)

Chem X,
SUPER BASTARD!
Haha.
I miss having breakfast with you.
When we HEART TO HEART TALK (htht).
I just love it.
I pray hard,
things goes well for you.
You deserve better, but it's your choice.
We'll cook together someday.

Mind games.
Yes, super fun game.
To play,
to keep your mind occupied.
The secret to win?
Don't ever fall.
Seriously.
It can only happen to people you don't like.
Once you start falling,
you lose.
I have more history then anyone can ever imagine.
Best game I played?
Butterfly.
Chem X knows best.
HAHA!

Oh well,
insect farm is closed.

One thing to note,
I do not play with feelings okay.
Not to people I like.
=)

Okay.
Mom and Dad issue.
Been driving me crazy eversince 4 days ago.
SERIOUSLY.
I have already INSTRUCTED Mom to keep this a secret.
No one else in the family should know.
Well, it's my choice.
I told Mom what to say,
what not to say,
what to suggest,
and what to accept.
I feel like the mastermind.
A bit bad,
but this is SURVIVAL INSTINCT.
The real one.
Not the McDonald one.
Haha...

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Root of all evil.
It's so true.
The monster head is SO sticking out already.

If it wasn't cleared,
I'm sure your tone will be different.
Once it's in your account,
that's it.
People change.

Don't piss me off further.
I'll just scold you.
It happened before,
and it will happen again.

Be nice,
play nice,
I'll do the same.

=)

I'm SO looking forward to know how it goes.
The talk between you and her.
Haha.
I hope it will be fine.
LOL!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I camp at biz park more and more.
*smiles*

URA report done,
and submitted.
AWESOME!
Super influenced.
Haha.

I just love today somehow.
No school.
Slacking at HOME.
Yeah, htht.
=)

:)
(:

The shy face was UBER cute.
Haha..

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I came home not long ago.

Mentally exhausted.
SERIOUSLY.
I think it's been a long time since my brain worked so much.
My brain juice is all drained.
My puny brain is FRIED.

I have no idea how Vera did it in 3 hours.
The stupid Desti Individual.
HATE LC'S SUBJECTS!
UGRH~

I'm super super tired now,
but still I had quite a good day I guess.

The only thing I hate about today is once again,
I'm angsty when I'm stressed.
Haha.
Oh wells.
I just need time to THINK you know.
My brain doesn't function well sometimes.
I felt bad though.

Vanessa told me Meritus called her for second interview.
I am speechless.
I'm very happy for her,
she deserves it,
but yet I'm really worried.
I kinda wanted Swissotel Merchant Court actually cause of the location.
Haha.
Oh well.

Had Tom Yam cup noodles for dinner.
YAY!!
Been soooooooooooo long.
I like!

:)
(:

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY girlfriend!

P.S The cake was omfg nice.. SERIOUSLY!

Had Nasi Lemak for lunch.
$1.20.
Cheaper than speghetti huh.
LOL.

KFC for dinner.
It was a blast.
We had so much fun talking nonsense.
Haha.
=)

I finally get the Cookie Jar ringtone.
I LOVE IT!
*jumpy jumpy*

I had fun crashing lecture,
sitting at biz park
and receiving textssssss!

One thing I learnt today,
Prawns DID NOT evolve from COCKROACH.
-______________-

Next week,
3 test at one go.
I'm SO dead.

Chem X,
it's always nice hugging her to sleep huh?
=)
Promise me not to fall in deeper alright?
But no matter what,
I'll make sure there's goose feathered mattress to catch u if you fall k.
Haha.
Been sometime since I've hit u with the pillow.
I'm glad we met up,
and yes..
Somehow I miss 'superman' minus the jock.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I finally get all the pics from Ella.
Haha.
=D
I love the scandal pic of me and Em.

Saw Shiseido roadshow at TM.
Thank god no promotion.
I'll scream.
I just downgraded my blusher to Revlon and if Shiseido got promo,
I'll cry.

We saw a couple today.
At Pastamania.
Holding hands and making a love shape with their hands.
So cute!

Counting down:
Miss K left $14 in her wallet.
Please eat Maggi or cup noodles with me,
or treat me to dinner!
=D

Dad texted.
Shocked me.
Hit me without warning.
3 days to confirm everything.
Please don't play games with me.
I can't take it.

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I think I know why I'm so slack.
Still got time.
That is why.
-______-

I always chiong last minute.
LOL.
I guess I'm just too used to it.
I've finish up projects in 2-4 days time.
Now you ask me to do so early,
I just have no clue how to do it.

I just...
have no inspiration on how to start.
I'm just not motivated to start.

Excuses,
but it's true.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

True.
It really is kinda similar to HIV.
Ugrh.
I effing don't know how to start.
Lol.
Kelly Kelly~
Looks like it's fated that local uni in Sg is not your thing.

I'm sick of school life.
So tiring.
So demanding.

No one is asking me to do well,
no one is pressuring me.
It's always myself.
Blah.

I'm like stoning now.
Hahaha.

CHEM X,
SEND ME THAT COOKIE JAR RINGTONE BEFORE I GO MAD!
I got back my phone.
YAY!!!!!

My alarm,
mp3 player,
camera.
My LIFE.

Booze,
we need Gloria Jeans session.

Sherry mommy,
movie date plus starbucks signature choc!

I'm loving everything now.
Please don't change.
I'll work harder to maintain everything.
Start with my school work.
Haha.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

10th got a whole new meaning to it.
I love every bit of it.
*beams*

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Been ages since I went out for movies.
I wanna watch horror shows.
HAHAHA!
Yup!

Any Friday or Saturday nights.
=D

Pssst.. Mom, our Friday The 13th how ah?????

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Spent my day at the Starbucks there.
I like.
=)

I walked pass that place.
I don't feel anything.
Not anymore.
=D
It's yesterday's news.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

The 5th time I wore leggings.
I guess it's fate.
Leggings look much better with that top than my blue skinnies.
I guess...
It's another hint to say bye.
=D

Interview.
It was OKAY.
Super rush though.

I miss you.
LOADS.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I'm like running all over today.

Lecture was freaking boring.
Hate the lecturer.
A subject as heavy as desti somemore go put got final exam.
You stupid or stupid?
Ugrh.
Bitch.

Lecture ended quite early.
Helped out with posters.
Wore the ELLA tshirt!
I like.
=D

I had a great time with my girlfriends.

Then rushed to send phone for repair.
3-5 working days.
Chicken. (Yes, I typed cibai but decided to take it out)
It's the second time my phone turn off by it self,
then can't turn on anymore.

Perhaps,
it is time to change?
If it happen again I guess.

Went to CS to find girlfriend.
She was with her bestfriend.
Bought the headband.
Oh well.

Okay.
I'm super angsty now.

Dear was late and HELLO?
You think I really forget you got training?
-_____-
We were damn worried alright,
but okay la.
I'll be okay by tmr.
You're just a victim now.

Booze prompt Dan Humphrey to think.
I say, "wtv!"
Seriously...
Stop crushing your own image.
I'm trying my very best to stay neutral.

I still haven't read up about the interview YET.
Argh.

Housefly irritated me just now.
I said in the phone I'm gonna study now.
I meant my interview not my subjects.
He was like, "wah.. road to higher gpa."
I said no.
Then he kept pestering me.
I hack care.
I just shouted, "SHUT UP."
Oh well, he 'hmph'-ed me after that.

Tomorrow I have like SOOOOO many things to bring to school.
Fuck.
Control Kelly.
Ugrh.
Everything is pissing me off.

Yes,
it's blocking the way.
The next time girlfriend come,
it will be gone.
Ahh~
what's the use of keeping it anyway.
It don't really mean anything anymore.
At least I hope so.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Lol.
It was a bit awkward,
a bit weird,
a bit funny..
Plus lots of blushing.
Haha.

I like today!
=)

I was KINDA late to URA.
Totally not my fault alright.
I went out of house at 7am.
It's the bus that came late.

Rushed back to TP for tutorial and
nearly got no attendance.

Yup,
nothing much after that.

Oh oh.. met up with Chem X as well.
Someone's muscle is aching like mad.
WHACKING time.
=D
You bastard me first HORRRRRRR..
Haha.

Went girlfriend's house for dinner.
Mee Goreng.
I like!
Haha..

Projects = no progress.
GG.
-_____-

I sense that the old me is coming back.
I like.
My thoughts, ambition, wants, confidence..
ME.
=)
Welcome back Kelly.
It was scary losing yourself.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I have to wake up at 6am.
FREAKING 6am.
Cause I'm taking bus there.
Oh my GAWD.

I thought I could get a lot of things done today.
In the end,
not really.
Actually I'm rather lost also.
Like, don't know what to do.
Tsk.

Hopefully I'm enlightened tmr.
*pray hard*

=)
Met up with coffee and had dinner with chem x.

Subway cookies is a BLAST!
Keyword: BLAST

Haha.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

It was boring.
I didn't sleep back after Em left.
Didn't really do work though.
Blah.
Efficiency - LOW.

Ah~
Kelly Kelly.
Please wake up and come back.
You need to FOCUS.
Someone tie a bar of KitKat in front of me please.

So, I went to Sis Ying's place for dinner.
Sien to the max.
Kids still irritating.
I went hope asap to bathe and change.

Went to Selegie for BEANcurd,
then we head to Fei Fei Wan Tan Mee.
Haha.
Super pigness.

It was fun though.
We played weird games and laughed out loud.
Well, who cares about image when I'm wearing camp shirt without make up?
That's not Kelly.
That's just some random girl.
=D
LOL!

Chem X,
I'm always just a phone call away k?
Something have to be done to win you back,
that's for sure.
=)

Hmm.
Another significant day though.
LOL!
It's rather funny it happen on MOTHER'S DAY!
*giggles*

Oh well,
once again I'm like LATE for lec again.
I'm seriously DAMN disappointed in myself.
What am I turning into?
Miss K,
you freaking GPA is like shit.
Can you please do smtg about it?
Ugrh!~

I was so late I didn't put on earrings.
LOL!
Yeah, that is how I put it.

Hmm,
our project meeting ended early so I went on dinner with them.
Sorry Chem X.
So sorry.
We went TeaDot or something.
Didn't drink though.
Then dinner at Mac.

I was super worried last night when I realized my Ezlink is lost.
Thank god it's really in CK's car.
SWEAT!

One lesson I learnt,
never judge a book by it's cover,
AND INTRODUCTION.

Girlfriend,
be careful okay?
Just scared you'll get hurt.
That's all.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I woke up in the afternoon.
*beams*
Been sometime since I sleep until so late.
Ridwan cancelled our so-called date,
cause he was too tired after fishing.
LOL!

Oh well,
then Don texted me.
We met up at City Hall after that.
Mission: Get Mother's Day present.
He bought something from Crabtree.
=)

Had lunch at Subway by the way.

Hmm,
Amy saw me at Suntec.
I didn't see her though.
Haha.
She said she called out for me but I didn't turn.
It's either she call too soft or both me and Don are deaf.
Tsk.

Rushed home to change and stuff,
girlfriend came over my place.
We ate ice cream.
It was surpringly NICE for that price.
HAHA!
*jumps*

Girlfriend then have craving for cheese fries,
so we went to interchange.
In the end, we got Auntie Anne's instead.
As usual.

Met u with coffee and Isaac (the freshie) there as well.

Then took train to Clarke Quay.
Met up with Shah in the train by the way.

Train incidents:
1) Cardigan = Heineken
2) The bangla that smells like sweat + curry leaves + expired curry
3) The auntie that blocked Shah's view

Guess who I met???????
Pete!!!!!!!
HAHA!
Somehow I kinda miss him.
Funny shit.

I was predicting that it would be super boring because I don't know most of the people.
I was wrong I guess.
=)

I had fun.

We headed to Mamas Caribbean.
It's the second time I'm there.
This time is much more fun though.
LOL!
Paiseh.
I totally can't take it and dragged everyone to the dance floor.

The two uncles were FREAKING funny.
They did numerous hilarious stuff there la.
One even "grinded" Shah.
HAHAHA!

I'm totally in a clubbing mood after that.
Wednesday anyone?
=D
Hack care Thursday 9am lecture.
Those that have class,
after club we go Mac for breakfast then go school tgt alright?
LOL!

After Mamas,
we bought a bottle of Scotch and sat around Boat Quay.
There were lighting so it's kinda amazing that I'm still blogging here.
Haha.
Played games and stuff.
I have no idea why I kept tio-ing.
WTH.

Around 4plus I can't make it.
Went to one corner and doze off.
The rest were still chatting.
Hmm, reached home around 7plus I think?
Super tiring.

I'm rather amazed that I drank quite a lot,
(I swear it was a lot for me),
but I was sober and all.
I didn't even puke!

=D

Lastly,
project work haven't do.
No, wait..
Projects?
What's that?????

I'm rather amazed that so much happened but I have no clue.
No clue at all.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Me day.
Started VERY BADLY!

I saw Viv at bus stop.
Bus 8 was full so we took 18 instead.
Reach Safra, no bus go TP and we're late.
So we walked.
KABOOOMMMM.
It rained.
HEAVILY.
=(

Everything cui.

Went into lecture,
half of me is wet so yeah.
It was FREEZING cold.

Starts to feel abit sick.

Class class class.

Then today,
same old thing happened.
Oh man.
Dear God,
very funny is it seriously?
You got not enough entertainment up there?
Stop messing with me.

I kind of scared that what I said is coming true.
During Week 1,
it was the best week ever.
I said to Chem X,
"It's so good I'm scared. What if like so many good things happened at one go,
then one by one,
bad things happen?"
It seem to be coming true.

Oh well.

Coffee texted me and meet me all the way.
=)
She came to visit me duing my lessons.
Haha.
I saw that A&F bizpark guy again.
He came over when I was with coffee and erm,
asked for my number.
We just stun and stare.
Then I smiled and shakes head.
After he turn,
coffee said,
"He look like shit!"
OUCH.
Poor guy,
he's crushed.

Anyway,
so after class,
I met up with girlfriends.
Coffee walked me to Cyber Center,
then I walked her back to Squash Court,
then she walked me back to CC.
LOL!

Both girlfriends had a bad day today.
I assure u girls,
YOU TWO LOOK HAWT,
and they are bastards.
=)

I'm glad you found closure and is finally happy.

Anyway,
so after that we went Tampines 1 to buy cheesecake and ice cream.
We needed it.

Then went to girlfriend's house.
Ate dinner at her place.
LOL.
Rice with sambal and egg and fishball with soup.

Then we went to her room,
and pig-ed out with the cheese cake.
HAHA!

Oh, my leg's mussle still a bit weird,
and my ears bleeded.
LOL!
Wth right?
Ella hugged me,
her head pushed my earrings to me too hard,
I heard, "pak"
We're like, "OUCH!"
Then after she left,
I touch my ears.
BLOOD!
Not very pain,
thank god.

After lotsa sugar,
I'm feeling much better.
*smiles*

Coffee is the best!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Seriously.
As compared yday to today,
yday was the BOMB!

I woke up late today.
So yeah, late for lecture.
Took 18 and almost forgot to alight at Safra.
God.

I practically slept or talked in lecture so what's the point of going anyway.
Today's lecture - a waste of time.
Seriously.
Thank god coffee and chem x were msging me.

Not to forget,
my leg cramped yday while I was sleeping.
Can you imagine?
It was so painful I turned around,
held my pillow tight,
and refuse to scream.

I brought my Flanil to school today.
Just in case.

I loved the Cotton On top yday,
but hated what I wore today.
Haha.

So after class we went URA to collect information.
It was super screwed up actually because I totally catch no balls.
Ugrh.

Not to mention,
this 2 days.
Super suay.
Seriously,
what's wrong with God?
You think it's funny?
You have nothing better to do than making things worst?
It stings okay.
Very very much.
Leave me just a tiny hole to escape please.
I'm trying my best but I can't hold on any longer if this continues.
It just stings so badly.
Especially,
when I felt that..
I'm the only one.

Went Starbucks on both days.
With coffee joining yday.
=D
Both days,
ice signature choc.
Good food and good fun all the way.
Seriously.
Thank you so so much girlfriend and chem x.
You guys seriously cracked me up.
Chem x, thank you for putting down your pride and let us make fun of you.
Great sport.
It was certainly the best time of the day.
I needed it, badly.

I came home,
knowing a few companies already taken in interns.
Faints.
I thought I'm being kiasu.
Bah~

I seriously have no idea what the hell is happening to me.
I'm lack of motivation and initiative.
Seriously.
Project research, I never even touch.
Groupmates,
I'm so sorry I'm screwing it up.
Sigh.
FILA also I haven't type in.
=(
Something is wrong with me.
I need to learn,
how to walk once again.
I felt, crippled.
I'm slacking like mad.

I've been thinking about hp lately.
How have you been?
I wonder.

Coffee,
not your fault, totally.
Please don't apologize..
It only make me feel worst.
It will be your last, I'm sure.
Have faith in you!
*Smiles*

Angelfly,
I'm so sorry.
That's all I can say.
It's not worth it.
Seriously.
Save yourself okay?
Protect yourself from getting hurt.
I'm bad news.
I don't even know what I want now.
I'm a super messed up person and you'll end up hating me.
So before that happens,
save yourself.
Run for your life.
Seriously.

I need to go Going Om tmr.
Starbucks session been great,
but I need a bit more than that.
I need a getaway practically.
Let's have fun and drink it all up girlfriend.
=)
It's SET!
I, HACK CARE.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I hardly drink coffee actually,
but can't stop myself from blogging about it,
or her.
HAHAHAHA!

The person who have no school every Tuesday,
Illitating.
Lolx.

I shall just say,
Tea says thanks.
=)
Big time.

I'll stay strong!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

It's like 5th May,
and my bank left not much.
Haha.
Well,
good food everyday.
What to do?

Not to mention me and Em are totally in love with that dress at Topshop.
*shake heads*
NO,
I'm not gonna get it.
Set my priority straight.
I wanna get mom a new washing machine or fridge the next time I go back M'sia.
=D

I know,
she can get it herself but HEY,
it's from me.
It's different.

Went Tampines 1,
ate at Bakerzin.
I punished myself by not getting dessert.
2 reasons for that.
First, should save.
Second, I freaking ate pork in front of Em AGAIN!

Can you believe it?
It's like the 3rd time?
I told her that it sounds nice,
she agreed and I straight away thought there's no pork and
assumed she can eat.
WTHHH~~~
*whacks myself*

Sorry girlfriend.
Me bad.

When we visited SaSa,
I can't resist but sprayed Lanvin on my laptop bag.
=D
How can I resist?
Tell me?
Naughty hands sprayed Gucci Rush on me as well.
HAHA!
I can't forget Lanvin.
That bottle...
So NICE!
=(

Oh well,
the needle still pricks.
I don't understand why I'm still listening to so many songs.
Bad bad songs.
My little bubble is very fragile I warn you.
Please don't burst it.
I swear I'm gonna pop your ego.
That secret,
that tiny little secret will crush you.

-______-
The problem now is actually,
me.
I'm messing myself up for no reason.
Seriously.
Ugrh,
and I hate myself for that.

I wish I have a Recycle Bin in me.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Well, I had a great dinner on Saturday night.
Went to eat at this cafe called Tong Shui Cafe or something like that,
at Upper Thomson.
The food was not bad!
=)
Well, the best part is Vincent still drive me home,
eventhough he threatened me that he won't because he asked me to tag along to Phuture.
Just don't feel like clubbing that night.
Especially with all my mussles still suffering from a shock.
HAHA!

Then Sunday..
It's Sherry day!
*beams*
I woke up rather late.
Around 1.30pm I think.
Wash clothes, bottles.. stuff la..
House chores.
Ugrh.
Then went lunch with Grandpa and he was surprisingly nice.
He queued and bought lunch,
and he went to buy drinks as well!
RARE!
Hahaha..

Head over to Sherry's place with 2 packets of chips.
The FoodMin usual Salsa Chilli.
=D
We finished one pack only by the way.
The another one I left it there to make her fat.
HAHA!
Sounds like a plan huh?
Her leg is EXTREMELY cute.

We had Gossip Girl marathon.
I still love Chuck Bass.
If only Chuck and Blair are together.
They deserve each other!!!!!!!
They're so cute together please.
Hmm,
Dan Humphrey.
Not so hate-able anymore.
HAHA!
Serena's clothes still makes me high.
Hmm.
What else....
Oh oh, and I have no idea why,
I put the sample Lancome Manifique in my bag.
=P
It just smells VERY NICE!
Hahaha.
Perhaps too much of Chem X influence.

Well,
today's Calculus lecture not bad at all.
I had fun.
Love Calculus.
*smiles*
I'll do you proud Mr. Velu.
Once your student, always will be.
Thanks for making me fall in love with Add Math!

Tutorial was alright.

Then met up with Ella,
accompanied her for lunch,
and did what we have to do!

Chem X joined us girlfriends for dinner today.
Dinner menu - Pastamania!
It was great fun.
Haha!
You guys makes me happy all the time :)
Thanks!

Chem X,
although you DAMN bastard today,
I shall forgive you for just blending in.
HAHAHAH.
Any more from you,
I'll make sure I stuff you with more cheese the next time we go eat and you'll grow fat!!!!
SINFUL ENOUGH?
=D

Oh,
I nearly forget.Ugrh~
Today Ken was being very irritating in class.
He was SUPER participative and damn loud.
He said something that offended Revi as well.
"I'm not an Indian man."
Seriously, how insensitive is that?
Plus it's a super sensitive topic to even touch on.
Seriously,
I shout out to all Malaysians,
STOP THE HELL EMBARRASING US CAN?

*super bummer*

It's like,
one freaking action from you people,
makes people think all of us are like that.
Can you all just freaking think before you act?
SERIOUSLY?????

I know,
I'm not perfect as well,
but at least I work on bringing up M'sia's reputation over here and not tarnish it!

If ask anyone don't like M'sia,
I bet a lot of M'sians will raise up their hands.
All I can advice is,
then freaking change your citizenship.

M'sia do not need rubbish like you all,
who only know how to condemn the country infront of other people,
but do nothing to help it.

Please,
it's bad enough,
so just shut the fuck up.

=O

OMG.
I sound so mean.
Oh well,
that's the truth.
My 1 cent of opinion.
HAHA!

Lastly,
I can't wait till SIP.
Haha.
I am seriously tired of school.
After how many years?
2 years of nursery,
6 years of primary,
5 years of secondary,
and now 3 years of poly.
Well, can't really blame me right...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I've a lot of jinx moments recently.

Had a damn cute convo just now.

Kelly - breathe slow says:
*stares*
[AlphaTheta] LUN says:
*stares back*
Kelly - breathe slow says:
*blinks*
[AlphaTheta] LUN says:
*flutter flutter*
Kelly - breathe slow says:
*smiles*
[AlphaTheta] LUN says:
*grins back*

LOL!
Coffee IS cute.
=D

Oh well,
I started the day BADLY.
Around 9.50am,
I just somehow woke up and look at my phone.
Oh, I got 2 msges.
Saw the first one,
I smiled.

The second one,
Xine telling me she reaching safra.
I had the shock of my life.

SIP BRIEFING!
OMFG!!!!!!!!

Girlfriend,
I'm so so sorry!!!

-___-

It's the first time,
I actually cab to school.
I'm never this late before.
OH MANNNN!!!

I'm kinda disappointed in myself.
How can I actually forget?
You tell me.
SERIOUSLY.

=(

GAGA moment of the day:
Vera shouted,
"THAT'S ANGELFLY!"
in school.

EQ problem to the max.
Looks like it's time for V to go for some EQ class.
Paiseh leh!

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Thursday.
Record was made.

Class was as usual.
BORING~~~
What made it interesting was Mr. Zainal.
What he said and how he care for his students.
Touching.
Very,
but somehow,
made me pissed off as well because
there is an obvious double standard case we're talking about.

Oh well,
since he's my tutor now I hack care.

After school,
I went home first before meeting up with Em.
=)
What I can say is that it was nice,
but I felt VERY guilty after that.
I'm just making things worst by letting it happen isn't it?
I swear I'll hate myself for hurting you.

Oh well,
night cycling started around 11pm.
Em and I had a double bike at first.
Then due to unforeseen circumstances,
we had to change into single bikes.

We cycled from ECP to Lau Pa Sat,
then to Marina Barrage,
then to SMU,
and lastly,
back to ECP.

We went to Bugis, City Hall, Raffles Place, Clarke Quay..
Total Singapore tour.

Aftermath,
my butt sore like mad.
LIKE MAD I SWEAR.
It's the pelvic bone area.
Everytime I sit down,
it hurts.
=(

Sofa rocks.

My legs' mussles are not helping much.

Overall,
it was damn fun.

We discovered the power of SURVIVAL INSTINCT as well.
When one is hungry,
they PREY.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

After cycling from 11pm to 8am,
Miss K became a super hungry, thirsty and grumpy person.
I almost yelled at that father and son for hogging at the table for ages.
Ugrh.
Not to mention period is here now.
Still, it was funny when you're with a bunch of friends.
=)

Head home,
slept,
and off we go to town.

Shopping was cancelled,
Om was cancelled,
Foot Reflexology was cancelled.

Haha.
We had sushi at Suki Sushi instead.
It was a nice moment with goodfriends.
Thank you SO SO SO much for being such nice friends,
and being by my side when I need you guys.

*blessed and smiles*