ME, ME and more ME!!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

I'm Gonna Love You,
Built This Way,
and The Little Things.

It's nice.
I got my princess playlist once again.
Haha.

And I never really know that the Samantha Ronson who sang Built This Way,
is the Lindsay Lohan Samantha Ronson.
Until today that is.
=D

Ahh~
Today.. my countdown proven useless.
If that's the way, I guess.

I found out another thing.
Yew Huei broke up.
I felt sorry for him but yeah,
I didn't comment on his Facebook.
He might just think I'm being sarcastic.
He still thinks that he dumped me, kinda I guess.
Make it clear,
we break up on good terms.
Guy's ego I guess.
I can still remember how it goes.
Haha.

YH: Don't you think our r/s is a bit weird?
Me: Hmm.. kinda I guess.
YH: Maybe if we become friends it would be better?
Me: So, you wanna be friends again?
YH: Erm... I think so..
Me: Okay... so erm.. how's ur day?
YH: Same same I guess...
And we yak on..

Seriously...

Immature me =D

I spent my day indulging myself with nice songs and nice videos.
Nice wedding videos.
No, nothing big..
Something simple but sweet.

Until today,
you still never ask me about it before.
It isn't about the money.
Or the stuff around it.
It's the "emotions"...

-_-''''' SO FESTEVENT!!

I'm just gonna say it here I guess.

My ideal wedding.
Will be at a very nice restaurant.
No, I don't wanna book the whole restaurant.
I just want a table.
With the person, and mom, dad and some BFFs and close relatives.
So maybe maximum 10-20?
Nothing more than that.
No wedding gowns that night.
Just a nice a Daniel Yam dress perhaps?
With Jimmy Choo's heels? =P
But just something simple and nice, nothing over the top.
A nice meal.
Toasts.
No vows.
No claps.
At the end of the dinner..
Everyone just go home thinking how nice the food was.
The ambience of the place.
While us?
We'll be going for a long and nice honeymoon.
Haha!
That is how I want to spend my money.
I don't need special ordered flowers, candles or stuff like that.

Yeap.
Don't you think it's damn nice?
I don't know.. that's what I think.
It justs annoys me thinking of all the attention during the wedding.
Like seriously?

The thing I like most about the Ellen video is
her expression.
When she first saw Portia in the gown.
Not the gown that wows me.
But her expression.
*smiles*

Okay.. enough of this.

*runs back to my lalaland*

P/S: I gt to know Jimmy Choo is actually from Malaysia today as well.
Yes, I've decided. I'm sure that I wanna spend my first real salary on a pair of heels.

Isn't life's always a bitch?

A random picture.
Isn't it sweet?
The everything will be fine when u're around feeling.

I kept thinking of shopping.
lol...
Can't help it now that I have some extra cash.
I love post CNY shopping =D
Well, why not right?
Since I don't wear new clothes during new year.

Tze Lip made the effort to explain why the cockroach is still there yday.
He came home.
Talked to me but didn't get much respond.
Then he said that he was rushing and no time for it.
At least it means that he didn't leave it there on purpose..
Although that was what he told me at first la.
So everything is fine afterthat.
*smiles*

Thanks for accompanying me for dinner.
The stingray and satay was filling..
HAHA!

I dreamt of something weird.
My landlady asking us to pay our own water bill cause it costs a bomb.
Ugrh~

Drifting,
and drifting,
and more drifting.
The sudden change effect is catching up.
Maybe in the first place it shouldn't be that way.
Now all the aftermath is kicking.
*shake heads*

I can't help thinking about it.
So perfect.
How can I get my mind off it?
GOD.. so wrong.
But it's just in you to be fairytale huh?
Tsk..

The missy syndrom.
Once again.
Somehow I can swear it'll be different if it's missy.
More patience, nicer, sweeter.
Yeah, sorry but there is no longer trust.
I confirmed it just now.
I just find it so hard.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Period is here.
Ugrh...
Super sensitive season..

Highlight of the day.
KNNCBB CHONG TZE LIP!!

WTH!!!!
He freaking killed a cockroach,
then left it in the toilet on purpose.

I saw it in the morning,
thought he'll get rid of it later on.
So I wash up using the kitchen sink today.
And yes, I can't pee.

Then when I finally reach home
feeling bloody tired,
I saw it still there.
Wahlao!

And yayness,
I can't bathe.
So, I went all the way back to school to bathe.

And when I reach school,
no one is free to accompany me bathe.
As in, sitting outside and just talk to me.
Cause the sports comples shower is creepy and got cockroach smell.

Sighz.
I ended up still went in to bathe.
Just close my eyes hoping it will end soon.
OH MY GAWWWWDDD!! < CRS class style.

Maggi Goreng not in school.
Em doing work.
Adilah working.
Happypill not in school.

Bummer to the max.

I'm really surprised when u still rmb.
That I'm afraid of going into school shower alone.
=) Thanks.
I called u after I saw Wahid.. lol.

Somehow, it makes me wonder.
It's quite shocking that there are still so much
about me that you have no clue about.

Few stuff about me that I just wanna say before I forget to tell u.
I can't smell oranges when I eat rice.
I LOVE tulips. (explains the gaga over tasteful tulips in PS)
I don't like banana and papaya. (LOL! They sound funny)
I don't like ribbons that much.

Pening.
Why does it feel so different?
I bet you don't feel that way about me.
The everything is right feeling.
Wait...
If this is reality,
then why I still see it around?

LMAO!
I read back my previous post.
I realised I spelled LOOSER as LOSER.
Sotong-ness.

*bottling up from now on*

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Projects ended.

It was a bang!

Totally emergency break..

LOLX!

I was chionging, and chionging, and chionging...

Suddenly, I started to pack my pathetic small little luggage,

and off I went back to M'sia.

Hmm..

What I can say is THANK YOU groupmates for finishing up the project.
Sorry left you all to do al the final touches.

I brought back GUM!

LOLX!

Erm, limited to Polykakis except Wan Yu cause I scared later you toothache.

REALLY one!!!

I did stop, and think.

Oh well,

funny thing no. 1.

I wore almost all my new year clothes before CNY.

and on CNY day 1, I didn't wear new clothes.

LMAO!

I brought my skinnies back.

I know I won't wear it,

but to prevent mom from nagging saying take coach or flight

must wear more cause of the pathetic air-cond.

=D I felt damn smart.
She didn't say a word.

After I discover weird creatures on my luggage bag,

I went home with TP's slingbag.

And yes, I forced grandpa to "dispose" the weird creature.

Touch down KL around 5plus.

AND MAN, I hated LCCT already because I had to walk like

SUPER far to reach the arrival hall.

Cause they stop at the departure hall.

ANd LCCT is like an AirAsia paradise.

Everything there is with AirAsia's logo.

And it's red.

OMG!

Ahh, I see dad standing there.

Me daddy, still in his shirt and long pants.

We walked back to his Small Little Kancil (SLK).

Sigh, faints.

I hate lousy cars =X

I'm so going to force him to get a new car.

Then, from LCCT back to KL Sentral,

took us 3 FREAKING hours due to traffic jam.

*faints*

Spoiled my mood and the amount of cars you can see is shocking.

I told dad I'll meet him tmr for breakfast.

Met up with Aunt Marianne and Sis Lillian at aunt's condo around 8plus.

My rice was cold..

zzz...

Bad perception.

If I'm a tourist, I'll never go back KL.

Yak yak yak..

Went up her house around 11, bathe and snooze.

By that time, I'm awake for 50 hours straight already.

CMI.

Day 2,breakfast - NASI LEMAK!

With the Banana Leaf on the bottom,the ikan bilis, the sambal..

that's what I call Nasi Lemak.

M'sia food still rocks.

So, after that went to Petaling Street with dad to buy something.

Dad wanna get this thingy called "sek fah kou".

A type of dessert which is sweet and chewy.

Erm.. it was supposed to be brought to Ipoh and shared with everyone.

But I finished it on the spot.
Paiseh.

It looks like this.

Then dad drive me back to aunt's condo.

They went back to gramz's house le..

I dominate the house =D

I realize something.

MY WEIGHT.

It's.... 40 now?!?!!?

I dropped like 5kg?

OMFG!

No wonder my pants are getting loser.

AHHHHH!!

*speechless*

I slept quite early.

Woke up at 5am the next day.

Get ready and went down to wait for Eddy (me cousin) at 6am.

Off we head back to Ipoh.

I have no idea since when Eddy bought a Peugeot.

OOKKKAAAYYY!

The journey was okay.
Reached Ipoh around 10plus.

Ate breakfast and watch TV at home.

Erm, Hannah Montana.

LOL!!!

Phone started to get flooded.

SOOOOOO...

After mom came home from work,

we chat for a few hours..

then went to Aunt Anna's house for dinner.

Then mom had to drive me home,

so that I can bathe and change and go out with my friends.

YAYNESS!

Wai Loon drove me out.

First stop, Ipoh Garden.

Behind Jusco!

CLASSIC!

The jam was insane.

We met up with Lye Lye, Woon Ming, Then and some others la..

Then there were a few girls that I don't know..

Woon Ming is taking Diploma in Music.

Tsk.. quite expected of her.

Everyone is doing their own thing.

Lye lye and Wai Loon is Mass Comm.

One in UTAR one in HELP.

The rest in all other institutes.

Kok Hoe and Tau Wai was supposed to join us.

Nisa still in Sabah.

I miss her.
Even Mei Mei is now in Kelantan.

Tsk.....

We had a drink at Yeold English first.

Then went over TO QQ Cafe which is owned by Lye's friend.

Sorry..

Too lazy to change the colour of the first pic.

Then, we head to Voodoo.

It's amazing that the house music in Ipoh is damn nice.

I'm serious.

Oh, after Wai Loon left,

I met up with Hon Kit.

Blessed!

One night 3 group of friends.

Just very sad can't get to meet Wen Jiann, Teddy, Cadrick and Aldrich.

The setting of Ipoh clubs are actually very nice.

HMMMM~~~

Never under estimate Ipoh.

Just very sad they can't ban smoking in clubs.

So that's the only bad thing.

Around 1am,

I walked over to another place,

according to HK, it is partly owned by Ben's sis.

Not very close so nvm.

The place was NICE!

MUST GO in Ipoh!

Bad thing is smoking as well.

Went home around 2am.

I'm really really surprised with all the new places I went.

Hmm..

so I've really been away that long?

Okay, the next day..

Back to grandma's place,

Temoh.

Haha!

The Ubin look-alike place.

Nice reunion dinner.=D

Had a great time playing games with cousins at night.

The Linda Chung thing starts again.

WTH.

Me and her got ZERO percent alike alright.

zzz...

Er, then the next day is finally CNY...

Red packets! ANG BAU!! MONEY! and GAMBLING!!!
CNY Day 1 passed peacefully.

Day 2, I have to go back Ipoh,then KL.

Bad day!!!!

Let's just say, it ruined CNY for me.

Ugrh~~

*not talking about it*

Anyway, it's dar's bday..

Sorry can't be there for u..

Seriously, I know this is shyt compared to what u did for my bday.

Oh man...

*not thinking about it*

I felt damn bad...

Didn't sleep throughout the night.

Get up at 4.30am.

Started journey to LCCT at 5am.

Mind you, I'm in KL already.

My flight is 7.30am.

WTH right?

1 hour torture thanks to the GRANNIES sitting behind me,

they were talking damn loud can?

I kind felt like turning back and offer them a microphone.

KNN...

I'm already damn sleepy..

Okay, finally something to bring up the mood.

When I was on 293 going back home,

I texted dad.

Saying I reached and all that.

He texted me back and say,

"Oh, good. I'm still on my way home."

I stunned!!!!!

WTH WTH WTH!!!!!!!

LMAO!!!!!!!!!

KL > SG is faster than KL > KL.

OKAY!

Weird fact.

Alright, last thing to note.

Majority of AirAsia's pilot are ex air force pilots.

Good thing to know huh?

Got to know it when one of the pilots called dad today.

"COLONEL LIM!!" someone shout suddenly.

That guy is gonna fly to Kuching apparently.

LOL! We all stunned.

ZzzzZZzzzz...

Oh well...

So, I'm back in . once again.

I came home did my TTB discussion,

went to Kris's house with Vera,

and went to school for lunch.

Not looking forward to submission of reflection paper,

but definately looking forward for holidays.

HAHAHA!!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Dar says:
dar ah.. tues u come my place but i might need to do leadership cause must pass up on wed k?

Kelly says:
i wed also got test

Kelly says:
so we both chiong sch work tgt k?

Dar says:
then we work hard tgt k?

Kelly says:
HEHEE

Kelly says:
muackz!!

Dar says:
muackz

Dar says:
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kelly says:
okay la

Kelly says:
jiayou dar dar

Dar says:
why all same timing de

Kelly says:
lolx

Kelly says:
duno

Dar says:
kiss kiss

Kelly says:
MUACKKZZZZ

Kelly says:
LMAOO

Dar says:
lol!!!!!!!!!

Kelly says:
hahahaha

Dar says:
haha

Kelly says:
muackzzz..k la dar go do ur proj..

Dar says:
k la dar.. i do work first k

Dar says:
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kelly says:
HAHA

Dar says:
HAHA

Kelly says:
lolx...oklaaaaaa... faster go do work

Dar says:
kk

LOL!!! It's damn funny la.
We kept msging each other the same thing!
=D My honey jar~

Oh well, back to projs.
At least Ebiz is done!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

We went to Ubin.
Pictures can be found in Facebook.
Haha.
I'm lazy.
It was fun actually.
The only regret s that I did not cycle.
If ever go again I will.
=)
If possible, with you.

It was more of a leisure trip.
Tim and I were able to resist temptation and focus on the proj!
We asked the information counter person and all.
Got lots of information.
Happy!

It was quite tiring actually.
Even though I did not cycle.
Lots of pics taken.
I had so much mosquito cream from baby and
had a patch on my shorts.
LOL!
I'm SAFE!

At the end of the day,
Ubin is not bad I guess.
Once in a blue moon location.
The food was okay as well.
The salted fish fried rice was not bad!
=D FOODIEEE!!

Oh yea, I haven't talk about TTB submission.
WTH?
We totally have to thank dar for submitting it.
My goodness.
Dar have to remind me of it some more.
Felt so freaking irresponsible.
Oh well, it's all over.
TTB is done and past tense now.
YAY!

Ebiz should be done soon too.
Pray hard I don't slack off.
Pet Society too big a temptation.
I managed to get a piano for dar.
Hope you like it.
I spend quite some time getting it...
Too bad you weren't able to see to right away.

Went to eat at RITS on Thurs after class.
YUMMY~
The bread was still the bomb.
This time, the food is much better than the previous time.
We had Ceasar Salad as appetizer, Roasted Chicken for main course and Panna Cotta as dessert.
Sarah had Veal as main course though.
HAHA! But she likes bacon?
Mixed culture =D

Pictures ahead!

The veal...

The roasted chicken..

and the Panna Cotta..

Check out this link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-d7S5DE9Uyg
It's Ellen's wedding pics.
Freaking sweet, I swear.

*Sleeping with your jacket on*
Been so long since we've go on a date?
Felt like ages.
Sigh... bummer.
I miss you.
Next week I'm going back.
Means another week won't be seeing you.
=(
I like how we spend last sem.
This sem sucks.
Next sem will be worst.
You'll be having SIP.
Next next sem I'll be having SIP.
OMG! *faints*

Monday, January 12, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Just few hours away.
We're in discussion room now.
Permanent resident of DR2.
HAHA!!

I was feeling down this morning.
Thank groupmates =)
The raps and the dances made me smile.
Plus Veralyn's NYA!!!
HAHAHA!!!
NYA NYA~~
(no, this is not the mother in Little Nyonya)

I know past two days' post is messy.
And SPINNY.
Let me sumarise.

I am bothered with missy.
I did a small survey.
XYs find missy negative too.
However, only them find missy attractive.
I'm like,
super bummer?
It feels like the blue black I have on my hip now.
Thanks to knocking to the wardrobe the other day.
My rightside of pelvis is like PAINFUL!
I don't get it.
Why?
It's an insult.

I was just a green eye monster.
Ah~
I decided to let it go.
It's not worth it thinking so much.
It will not affect it anymore.
I decided to protect myself.
I'll pull back.
Not to sink down further.

I pray hard the presentation go well.
20%..
*screams*

From the time I publish this post,
I will not think of that anymore.
It shall have no more effect on me or whatsoever.
I choose to be blinded.

*fullstop*

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Well well,
yday was SPINNY.
Yes, my word.

I don't know what to say.
Insult?
Insecurity?
I don't know.
I just find missy her.. irritating?
LOL!!
Happy pill said the same thing as them.
Ugrh~

I love my girls the most still.
Only you all are my panadol.

It's a freaking insult.
Wait,
I should stop shooting myself.
RMB?????

Anyway, tmr presentation.
Expired BESE totally have its effect on me.
I forgot stockings, almost.
Then, I was about to wear my heels to Sentosa.
Until Vera told me it's whole day we're talking about.
*gasp*
I would take up the challenge.
Until I realise, I should treat myself better.
My rate of losing weight is scary.
I think I lost a lot of weight lately.
I can feel everything looser.
And I don't like that.
My clothes should be tight.

Finally,
don't challenge me.
I'm sure I can get someone who would say Missy is -_-'''
Pissed.

Let's go clubbing =D
Perfect art of grinding.
HAHA!

I'm mentally unstable.
I agree.

Example?
People watch Little Nyonya will feel sad.
The lesson learnt to them is should be kind?
To me, kindness will not be repaid.
Be evil. What's the big deal?
At least you're not some loser who got bullied just like that.
Say that I'm a bitch.
So?

I think it's my PMS season.
I'm freaking bitchy today I can't stand it.
Ask happy pill.
I'm sorry for the fuss.

XY's perception did align with mine actually.
I should get a XY maybe.

*head spins*

I'm gonna drop dead.
Gingerbread man is dead already.
This year I can't get you.
That is why you're dead.
Lost soul.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Boogeyman!
It's him.
He's coming for me.
Boogeyman is projects!
It just won't let me go.

*runs*

Sexy bombshell.
What can I say man..Like seriously?!?!?!?
LMAO!
Pillowcase, Vera and Kris all three speechless la...

And my new resolution,
is to minimize saying the F word,
eat more chocolates,
do what I want,
and be who I am.

LOL...
By the way,
today Vera was talking to beans on the phone.
Beans may be late,
then Vera scolded him.
The way she treat him and us is so different.
She's the man yo.

I'm behind schedule.
As usual.

It's fun talking to you.
Makes me happy since my mood is like shit now.*smiles*
Let's meet up one day?

Sam Toh, where are you?
Sigh.
Been few days since you're online.
I wanna talk to you.....

And you?
Just say it to me straight.
I'm not her.
You won't be like this if I am.
I'm not that dumb to ignore that.
Just fucking crawl back to her.

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

No.
I know.
It's not maybe.

Nevermind.
Doesn't matter anymore.
The more drafts I make,
the more certain I am.
It was wrong from the start.
I should have known.
Time won't change anything.
It's not negativity.
It's just reality.

Lastly,
I don't want to be this way anymore.
It's not fair.
I've decided.
It shall happen after projects.

The Hula & Co red dress.
It's gone.
Bummer.

I don't feel like sleeping.
My body clockis havoc.
AHH!

Hah!
Looks like my hair is growing!!!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Haha!
As happy as the title sound,
Ebiz, Travel and Spa is coming right up.
Along with poster presentation and fest presentation.

*Faints*

These few days haven't really been sleeping.
I see dark eye circles.
Kris say give me mask.
Make that after all submission so that it won't be wasted.

After about 16 hours of hard work,
my baby is finally out!
Like, seriously.
Fest event project is submitted!!
AHHH~~~~
*screams*

We've been staying in late in school during the weekends.
Singing Cartoon Heroes's songs.
DOO DAA DOO DAA!!
Can you imagine there are other fest chiongers who sang along?
HAHA!!!
It was like a musical.

We watched funny porn.
Too bad, Pete missed that due to Absolute Peach.
TSSKKK!!

We laughed at Vera's hormone imbalance.
Triump card = trumph card
HAHA!

We laughed at the "H" came out,
and Kris took a deep breath,
then said something about the laptop got feelings and
imagine your shirt got a hole,
you'll also heart pain.
HAHA!
She sound like she's in drama that time.
LOLX!

We laughed at me scolding the f word out loud,
thanks to the ctrl V function,
which gained high popularity among students.

We laughed at all our eyes being dry and
that we have blurry vision due to looking at our lappies.

We laughed at old school songs and
old clubbing moves.

We laughed at Ridwan for being slow.
He said, "I have Windows."
I replied, "I know, you have a door too."

We laughed at me eating sliced fish noodle,
because it's healthy.

We laughed at Eugene's SECRET about he trim his bush.
LMAO! Don't kill me.

We laughed at Pete about inflated beach balls and the
useless fire evacuation plan.

We laughed at Pete's HIDDEN DRAGON and VULTURE joke.

We laughed at Kris being dead and lie down on the bench.

We laughed at sending Eugene and Veralyn saying,
"I CHOOSE YOU!",
and they replied with cute sounds.
*tried that with dar.. LOL*

We laughed at Veralyn saying,
"Poor Ridwan and Pete" when we all never notice.
We cared more about the rain. LOL!

We laughed at staying up late and
messaging each other to keep each other awake.

Although it was a stupid project,
because we're geniuses who can plan an event in 3 days,
we had a great time actually.
To think of it.

The times we watched Ouran and laughed out loud,
while eating dinner,
the times we share when we just start crapping.

=)

I love poly still, I guess.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

Before I forget,
I have to say that I lost another nail.
LOL!Painlessly.
When Vera and Kris found out,
we laugh out LOUD in the train.

Yesterday night was OMFG!
Didn't sleep throughout.
Kris too.
Good for Vera that she finished early.
BAD CHOICE to do CSIT last minute.
I actualy was so damn panic that I cried a little.
35% alright.
It's right to be panic!

Today's submission was annoying.
I went school early,
yet didn't get to hand in early.

Gonna meet Lillian tmr at TM to get my snacks.
Mom asked her to pass to me!
Cravings!!
WOOTZ!

So,
the big question.
How was NEW YEAR?

The year started off not bad,
with funny stuff going on.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow at least.
I'm confident that it'll be great.

Soft Shelled Crab

Roasted Beef

Warm Chocolate Pudding

So, New Year's eve.
Went to Top Table.
So many tutors were there.
Haha!
Mr.Disconnected pulled chair for Kris,
and even served her!!
*screams*

Okay, I admit that he's handsome in an old way.
By the way, he's balding =P
I get to see Mr. Sim in blazer.
WOOTZ!
And he waved at me.
Fun time going back there.
Yanti's expression was priceless.
Lastly, Wei Xiang is a good headwaiter.

Then followed by Twilight at CS
IT WAS GREAT!!!
I became a fan of Edward Cullen right away.
OMG!!!
I'm a freaking sucker for these movies.
Oooo..... GOOGOOGAAGAA..
It's a must watch.
SERIOUSLY!
Dar will sure be like -_-'''''
Haha...
The theory is just like when you see PCD k...
I love you the most no matter what =D

After movies,
we went to Dhoby Ghout,
Cathay House.
Our fav pasta place.
The Indulge.
=) I LOVE!!!!!

Then went to Clarke Quay to meet up with Char.
Lol..
Then WALKLED over to dlb o.
Seriously,
the walk was long.
I was in heels.
Char, learn to treat a girl better.
LOL!
The cover charge was damn ex I think.
$30 per person.
Without drinks.
Tsk..

Had 3 drinks that night.
Not really.
I mean we shared 3 drinks that night.
=D
Bacardi Breezer Lime, Bailey and Bacardi Breezer Peach.

I like.
I was lobster red for a while I guess.
HAHA!
Damn loser.

Went home quite early considering it's New Year.
Dar slept over at my place.
*smiles*
Rare. I love.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Isn't life's always a bitch?

That s my CSIT project.
I'm so screwed.
I can't do anything now
and I'm going to cry soon.
OMG!!
35% fucking percent.

Wtf is wrong with me man..
AHH!!!!
*screams*

I'm having the stare at the monitor but nothing comes out syndrom.
omg..
I'm fucking dead meat.