I went to Bugis with Kris on her b'day.
Think of how selfish I am.
Sorry Kris..
And still, I can't find my high waisted pants.
Maybe I shouldn't get it huh?
Yesterday was bad.
After the whole day and I pon-ed lecture,
me and Kris was half dead.
We were walking zombies.
And I hope, when I reach home,
I get to jump omy bed and doze off.
Yet, God play tricks on me.
The gate was spoilt.
I couldn't open it.
I try and try and try..
My fingers hurt.
And as disappointed as I can put it into words,
I know that line don't make sense..but..
it was happy pill who was there for me.
I gave the locksmith a call.
To JUST open the gate,
he charge me $45.
I almost fainted to hear that amount.
I gave Sis Ying a call, desperate.
She didn't pick up.
Worst, I called Bro Ong.
Think of the things going through my mind at that time.
The emotions.
How I hate to depend on them.
How I hate to ask for help from them.
From people.
I can solve my own issues.
I'm good at it.
But... recently, I find myself,
not me anymore.
I'm no longer who I was.
I lost something I had.
The courage?
The confidence?
I don't know.
I just know I chicken out easily.
Sis Ying was nice to me.
She provide me with everythingI need.
She was so hospitable.
Thanks.
At the end of the day, it's family that wil be there for you.
That was what I learnt.
My classmates ask,
"Are you married?", "You're in sports club?!"
All I can do is laugh.
UHHHHH...................................
If I play sports, I won't be just bones and fats.
Even Grandpa is making fun of my fats nowadays.
I should be doing project now.
Delegate the travel prject works.
But I'm lazy.
I'm so sorry groupies.
I felt so restless...
But so reluctant to do projects.
=(
Slap me.
Wake me up.
Kit Kat helped.
It cheered me up.
Thanks!!
To Christine:
You're a great friend.
Yes, you are.
Your new image to ward off free riders don't suit your kind face.
Sorry for everything.
I felt like I'm a part of it too.
My soul drifted away after lunch/dinner today.
How can I actualy forgot about the book?
And thanks for even printing it for me.
For accompanying me there.
And even for going back to return it.
Guilty to the max.
And this had to happen today,
just a day after your b'day.
Brighten up k?
You're loved,
that is for sure.
"Huh? What? Where? Why? Me? Really?" loves you too.
We all do.
Babies love babies.
Stay happy ya =)
Baby dearest:
I'm not much help,
I know.
I want you to know no matter what,
I'll be there for you.
Whenever you need to talk,
just call me.
Just wake me up.
You know it's fine.
I maynot have much tosay because I don't know much,
but saying out what you want wil definately make you feel better.
No matter what you decide,
you have my support.
Please don't take it in alone..
I love you.
