10th October 2008.
Our anniversary.
Started my day with waking up feeling like quitting work.
My poor sleeping hours.
So deprived.
On my way to work, I saw a very loving couple.
They are in their 60s.
They were not touchy or anything but the fact that they’re still together is amazing.
I admire them. Somehow.
I felt like going to them and ask them how they did it.
I took a whole bus ride to identify actually.
I reached work around 11.45am.
Feeling very hungry.
Today I took a lot of random breaks.
After Alan’s friend came to take picture,
I started slacking like mad.
My work place, Kallang Leisure Park Cold Storage.
Filled with old couples.
Pushing trolleys together.
And ask each other what they want when they pass something.
The level of respect and their love.
With the cute ang moh kids.
OMG! It was so perfect.
Anyway, at 8.30pm, the Polykakis meet up!
We had dinner at Nihon Mura.
Can’t believe I had dinner with them today.
I mean, TODAY.
Haha. Something I never expect to happen.
We had a lot of good stuff.
Like the tofu.
And we proved that original Ebikko taste better than the black one.
=P
We ate till around 10pm.
Andy paid the bill.
Okay, thanks and you’re handsome.
HAHA!
Something random, I realised something.
Most people think of me differently from you.
We took bus to Kallang mrt station then took train back to Tampines.
In the train, a reaction, an expression,
that I never thought I will see it again.
Dejavu definitely.
That jaw-drop moment with Wan Yu.
So classic that I can’t stop laughing.
Ah, I got something new.
A reaction I never expect.
At that moment, I’m down and you’re stepping.
Never cross my mind it was that insignificant.
I tell myself, the answer is a big NO.
But, while 95% of my brain says no, 5% of my heart says yes.
Oh well..
At 1.15am.
Something happened.
I just want you to know, you’re a great friend.
Nice person as well.
We’re still very good friends.
Nothing has changed.
It won’t affect me, and my judgement towards you.
Don’t worry and be happy alright.
More pratas to come.
11th October 2008.
Work seems fine nowadays.
Still, I would prefer a job that keeps me busy.
During one of my random 30 minutes toilet break,
(mind you, ONE OF only.. LOL!)
I read back our sms-es.
Okay la.. This is not the first time I read back.
Ever since I started working there I got so much time to read.
But today I realised how different we were last time,
compare to us, now.
Listening to Mamma Mia soundtrack at that moment doesn’t help at all.
LOL! Guess which song is playing!!
Our last summer. (dots dots dots)
We changed so much.
Things we say, pet names, actions, priorities..
Made me realise that “forever” is really a long time.
And that made me think of what happened few days ago.
The bouquet you gave me during our first month dropped.
One of the flowers came off.
Is that a sign??
Gah~ It must be PMS.
Anyway, while on my way to work today,
I started thinking that how would I be when I’m like 60 plus.
Will I still be healthy and able to walk or will I be half dead?
Suddenly I felt scared and kind of decided that I don’t want to live that long.
I’m not going to be a burden for anyone.
I decided to die at around 50 plus.
So ROBINSON CRUSOE!!!
Haha...
Then I met a couple in their 70s.
The lady talked to me, asking me for advice.
I ask her what kind of toothpaste she is looking for.
She said she’s looking for mouth wash only because she got no more teeth.
All is fake.
When she say that, she pretend to whisper.
SO CUTE!
Then she told me she’s 78 years old while her husband is 77.
Still so loving!
Somehow, she totally gave me motivation to live on man..
I hope I am as fit as she is at that age.
I ate at Nihon Mura AGAIN.
They’re the only place that accept Nets and not that expensive.
I’ve been eating sushi quite a lot.
Also helped the Cold Storage auntie today to help arrange the stuffs.
Totally non Colgate related but at least I’m happy I got something to do.
British India factory outlet got lots of clothes that made me go GA-GA!
I need shorts anyway.
But it seem like I’m planning how to spend before I even get my salary.
And my rent has officially gone up to $1150 from $1100.
(Followed by million times of F word)
SIGHZ!!!
I also rejected my $10 per hour job.
Oh yea, I noticed all the perverted weird uncle’s name start with a R.
The other day at Cold Storage one is called Ron.
Today, I met another uncle called Roy who at first sang a song.
Then walk past me saying sorry.
Then sat down beside me and ask me stuffs like my name and all.
Amazingly, he started a lecture about how to treat a woman.
WTH!
I can’t totally ignore him because no one else was there at the bus stop.
ARGH~
So freaking scary.
SHOO WEIRDOS SHOO!