Isn't life's always a bitch?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
28th October 2008
I was about to get up at 6.30am.
I was weak.
The temptation was to great to handle.
I decided to take train instead.
Well, reached Vivo,
met up with polykakis.
Went over and lecture was not bad.
The food at TAS was like shyt.
Expensive and looks totally not appealing.
Like, seriously!!!
Ew~~
So me and Xine decided to just wait till after tutorial.
Tutorial was fine I guess.
Can already see how the class is going to be.
Won't be very bonded.
Everyone got their own cliques already.
Group forming was a headache.
Zzz~
After tutorial, went over to Vivo for lunch.
All of us ate the Curry Chicken Rice at Food Republic.
Then went Pet Safari.
It really made me miss Fido.
My dear Fido.
=(
Kelly is not smiling.
I want him back.
If anything happened to him after mom gave him away,
I'm the one responsible.
I'm a murderer,
and I killed something I love so so much.
Okay...
Then we went over to Daiso.
One of the wonders in Vivo.
Then went back to TAS for lecture.
She's good.
Really.
But we were all dead.
Everyone slept.
I felt so sorry for her but just can't take it.
After that took bus back to Bedok,
then back to school.
Chose my elective.
Business Calculas as first choice,
Ticketing for second.
I'm scared.
I am.
Add Math is something I love so so much,
and I don't want to ruin my great experience with it.
I don't want to go through something I find hard and can't score.
But I decided to just take it.
I'll do Mr. Velu proud, I hope.
I'll do Add Math proud.
I love you math!
Okay fine... I'm a math geek.
What's your problem?
I don't look like meh?
Haha.
Well, just watched Cold Case.
High school.. ahh~
So reminded me of my secondary school.
Popular kids.
Those with the short skirt.
The ones who have more guys' number.
Lol!
It seem so pathetic now.
Everyone tried so hard to be the centre of attention.
Looking back, really think I was dumb.
But I guess it's just a phase everyone will go through at a point of time.
I have to admit.
I changed a lot.
Comparing to the ME back in Form 5 (Sec 5),
I'm so different now.
Outlook wise, I just tie my hair MUCH lesser only la.
But it's the way I think, the way I act and the things I find important now.
Little things that used to bother me don't matter anymore now.
Things I used to care so much don't even mean anything to me now.
Well, I'll end today's post by saying I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!
It's really cool that we even have the same blood type.
AB+
HAHAH!
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27th October 2008
Woke up at 8.30am.
I felt like I'm in lala-land still.
Pack a little and then went to Wild Wild Wet.
With Baby.
Only Baby.
We had fun.
Yes, we did.
I love you my MICKEY!
It will be your another secret weapon.
ARGH~
How did you do that!!!
I'm glad I went for the ride.
It was definately scary but I know you'll be there for me.
We just continue to play till around 12.
Went up and eat.
Ate KFC.
Total pigness.
Then we did something evil.
HAHA!
I'm such a bad influence.
Then we just confinue to slack in the wave pool and the river.
My blood pressure is pissing me off.
After the wave pool,
I'm like floating and dizzy.
Argh~
But still look fine la.
Just don't feel well.
Nausea.
We went to E-Hub arcade for a while.
Then went to Courts.
Then to Tampines Mall.
Then back to E-Hub to meet Vera for dinner.
Nihon Mura without Xine ONCE AGAIN!
Argh!~
Dinner was quite nice.
Baby isn't really into Jap food though.
Still, I hope you enjoyed it.
Wan Yu was funny as usual.
Really hope one day whole babies family can gather.
Later then went arcade again.
Xine joined.
Lolx! Things were funny.
Oh well, what a day!
More to come!
Person to thank:
Sabby!
My hero!!
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26th October 2008
Went to work as usual.
Today Wilbert came to take picture.
He took a candid of me and a customer.
Silly him, he turned on the flash.
The bitch made a huge deal about it.
Who the hell she think she is?
Damn asshole.
I swear.
Sales was great I can say.
Later then,
Sis Ying and Aunt Marianne cameto pay me a visit.
I'm loved.
Then went back to work.
And sweetie suddenly appeared!
I'm SO loved.
We then decided to go Play.
Again.
HAHA!
Too bad Em was not free.
I miss you girls already!
So we rushed back,
I bathed and changed,
then went over to Baby's house,
and we went to PLAY!
The perfume was seductive.
I freaking swear.
The chemistry.
Mon, Baby's cousin joined us MUCH later.
We bumped into Charlie this time.
BOOB WHACKING TIME!
She was in a tank top.
Well......
HAHAHAHA!
Free flatten session.
Lalalala~
Around 2 plus we went over to Mac.
For 20 pieces of Nuggets.
We're pigs!
=)
Like, totally~
Then photohunt for an hour plus.
By then, it was already around 4 plus.
Finally we went home.
I was crushed. Isn't life's always a bitch?
25th October 2008
The Charles and Keith bag is past tense.
I saw another person carrying it at Carrefour today.
Sad-ed.
So LV syndrome. I hate.
I was quite sad that I can’t sms during work today.
It was torture.
The whole time I was thinking about you.
Wondering how will I react if you pop up.
HAHA! You did!
Brightens up my day, TOTALLY!
Carrefour at Plaza Singapura,
My final work place for Colgate.
I was so bored there.
Thank the promoter of Salonpas who talk to me.
She’s the only person who did.
The lab coat adds up to the torture.
Had lunch,
head to Paragon to find my Guardian pals.
=)
You all are still the best.
Super funny to the max.
Oh yea,
Today I smelled something familiar.
I was just standing there,
it's that scent,
of someone I know.
A friend.
And guess how many people ask me,
Whether Colgate is made in China.
Seriously!!
Let me tell you this.
Colgate and Darlie is made in China.
Sensodye is made in Thailand.
Perlie White is made in USA.
Okay, go get it now.
I have so many cravings.
I want sushi.
I want chocolate.
I want lollipop.
I want ice-cream.
I want the fats found in ham.
LOL! The last one is weird I know,
but I freaking love the fats.
Although it will end up on my face,
I care no shyt.
The day without cell finally end.
A-men.
I miss you.
So so much!
A day without cell,
a day without sms.
What’s the worst of it is that I can’t text you.
I dare to say,
we’ve been msg-ing each other everyday since we’re tgt.
Even when we’re arguing,
we still msg each other.
To quarrel or just to update each other,
we still msg,
I felt so weird not knowing what’s going on with you.
What you’re doing and all.
Hit me hard.
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24th October 2008
Rush Hour Kelly version!
I was sleeping like a pig, still.
When Xine msg me saying she’ll be late.
I thought, “Oh shyt! I’ll be late-r.”
Took train and amazingly,
I was earlier than Xine.
The lecture hall was empty.
Before Xine arrive, only 9 person was there.
Including me and the lecturer,
who is also our tutor.
He talked about the biennale.
I wanted to go.
Especially for you dear.
=)
You’re so missed.
The biennale will end in Nov,
so anyone want to join me?
YOU are already compulsory to go with me, sweetie.
Haha.
After lecture,
I rushed to Tampines,
Met up with Aunt Marienne,
brought her to Raffles Place, Lau Pa Sat.
Had lunch with her and Sis Ying.
Then I rush back to Tampines.
Brought Aunt Marienne to see both the bags.
I got her hooked.
It’s in the genes.
The attitude and the taste.
Not sure whether it’s a good or bad thing.
The GENES.
Then met up with Baby to change the plan.
Baby got I Phone finally.
I’m sure someone’s very happy with the new gadget.
Lol..
We head back to school.
I got to know there’s Freebie Friday today.
I was quite bothered by the fact that I don’t even know about it.
Sighz.
Anyway, we then go to Simei ITE for their game.
I felt kind of awkward.
Somehow I felt that the teammates were looking at me weirdly.
It’s just me I guess.
I mean,
they’re friendly and all,
but just somehow it’s still weird.
Before the game starts,
Amy came.
AHH! Happiness.
Misses you bundle.
We catched up.
Yes, we did.
After the game,
they went to opposite school for dinner.
Me and Baby went interchange for Mac.
Someone got craving for McSpicy!
Lolx..
I swear you look f-ing HOT in the outfit.
The skirt should be tighter if it’s not meant to play.
*Drools*
I told Baby about D.
Decided that everything should be transparent.
Baby’s fine with it and everything’s going so well.
Maybe one day they two will be buddies?
LOL!
Let’s not think so much.
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23th October 2008
We met up,
for meatballs!
Then head over to Queensway to collect the shirts.
Then to Far East to repair Baby’s bag.
Still, I didn’t get to find my high waisted shorts.
Argh~
So pissed.
Anyway, then we came back to my place.
=)
I knew you’ll smile when you see the Bounty!
Pig-ness.
I love you baby dearest.
Yes, I do.
Today reminded me of how sweet we were during first month.
Totally recharged.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Yes, today started off well.
I had fun.
Happy lunch-ing.
=)
Rushed up and down.
Met someone nice.
Passed me a phone.
So later I can send mine to repair.
Finally, lecture.
Met Ridwan's sister.
Not bad!
Lecture was funny when the first slide is already Pete's name.
"Who is Tse Wing Hong? Ms Choi wants to see you," my lecturer said.
HAHA!
I was kinda down when I realise I don't have a lot of ppl's num now.
Sabby, Mee Goreng and other classmates.
Worst, I don't have Alan or Jessica's number.
Die!
Anyway, after Baby went home,
I went to TM.
Walked around.
Heart broken into milion pieces.
First, I found another shop that have high waisted shorts.
There is NO SIZE!!!!!
Wah, I can hear my heart crack.
So now, left 3 option.
Nichii - Nice, but don't like the material.
CS - Like the material, don't fit well.
New shop - Go Bugis outlet see.
Then I walked around more.
I went to the bag shop.
The one White Sand also have.
I tried the bag.
OMG! It's nice.
Can tote, can sling, not bulky, can put file, lots of compartment.
MY IDEAL BAG!
Price, around the Charles and Keith one.
WAH!!!
NOT COW, NOT CHICKEN BUT PIG-CHEK to the max!!
If like that why don't I just get the Charles and Keith one?
The thing is, the C&K one is nice, can put a lot of thngs but bulky.
This one is perfect.
But for an ulu pandan shop, BRAND-LESS somemore..
WHY SO EXPENSIVE!
Very not worth it.
At least that is Charles and Keith.
Although that brand is nothing big but at least it's still a proper brand lor.
I was crashed when I heard the price.
It's like.. I like it so much but I really can't bring myself to pay so much,
for smtg that brand-less.
After that, I bought food home.
I can't even finish my food!!
*bummer*
And I discover something scary.
It should be this way.
This is wrong.
I must fix it before it gets worst.
But can I?
I don't know since when it started,
but I know it's serious now.
Lastly, Brie was my hero.
He gave me Sabby's num.
THANKS!!!
I want Kit Kat.
I'm not a happy girl now.
=( Isn't life's always a bitch?
19th October 2008
Well, it’s finally Sunday.
Tomorrow school starting.
I had fun at work today.
Nisa (Promoter for Proactive) gave me samples!
=)
Proactive is not cheap alright!
The thing is, I’m happy because I wanted to buy it since long ago.
But I’m not sure is it worth the money.
Now I got the sample it will definitely help me solve that problem.
WEE~~
There’s a new China girl promoter.
She’s from Nanyang Poly.
More people to talk to.
Suddenly felt sad to stop working there.
Lastly, definitely not looking forward to tomorrow’s class.
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20th October 2008
Oh dear, 2 hours journey.
THANKS!
First day in lecture, I kena shoot already.
No eating or drinking in class.
Bitch.
How I wish it’s PORK floss bun I’m eating.
I’ll just throw it to her.
She should just shut up.
Living in denial.
She insisted us to call her MISS when she’s married with 2 kids.
Like, SERIOUSLY!
Then she nag about rules.
She said we’re guest there and that we should behave.
If we’re guest, there shouldn’t be rules.
What kind of host they are playing?
Bunch of crap.
After the boring session,
Went over to Vivo and walked a while with Kris.
I found the high waisted shorts I want,
But I don’t like the material.
Tried a top I quite like.
Oh dear!!
Later, went over to Sis Ying’s house for dinner.
Updated Aunt Marianne about my birthday and all that.
And the maid will be sent away this Saturday.
I felt so bad for her.
Sighz!
I found out I’m in the same class as Miss Wind.
Secretly, I wish to “kamcing” with her.
Will be much helpful.
I hate to be sensitive.
I know Missy Gee don’t matter but it’s my brain.
It can’t stop thinking.
I realised I don’t have the confidence I used to have.
Hmm~
Time to do soul searching.
I lost it for quite some time.
What I can say now is I hate school.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
16th October 2008
Started off my day by babysitting once again.
Had to stay home till around 3.30pm.
And you know what?
I cooked for them!
The fish was eatable =)
The gravy was nice but not enough water though..
Overall quite satisfied.
Went home, bathe and started to think what to wear.
After cracking my head for a few hours,
I decided to just wear tank top and skinnies.
Put on make up and all that,
met baby at Fish & Co Tampines Mall.
Been so long since we ate there.
We shared both the soup and New York Fish & Chip,
drank Sea Monkey Freeze and wrapped it up with the best dessert ever!
Super chocolate-y!!!
YUMMY~~~
By the way,
I have to comment on the service provided at Fish & Co.
It was very good.
The staff was so cheerful I can't help but smile with her.
=)
We walked around for quite a while,
then bought Mac for Ella,
then cab to school to pick Em and Ella.
And off we go,
to somethere at Tanjong Pagar.
PLAY, name of the place.
The first person we met when we're there,
Ms Tai Tai!
Say OMG with me please.
Oh, and I finally met the legendary couple,
UP CLOSE.
Kelly says, OH WELLS..
But overall the night was great to me.
My head didn't give me any problems even though I drank quite a lot,
compared to my usual limit.
High-ness.
Ella was the evil one.
She called Bourbon Coke because Em can't really drink.
*Evil grins*
FILET-O-FISH FACE!!!!
lolx... that was the funniest I think.
Oh yeah, the night was even better when baby danced with me.
Okay, or be my pole or wtv.
Baby was on the dance floor and that's what important!
Haha!!
Around 3.30am, we were all trashed,
almost,
and walked over to Mac for breakfast.
Ella got craving for hotcakes.
Then we cab back to baby's house, then my house.
They slept over at my place.
*yawns*
Had much fun.
St. James to come soon!
Or the pre-deepavali thing. HAHA!
Lesson of the day:
1. Orange dildo look damn funny but striking though.
2. The first hour wearing a G-String is quite uncomfortable but after that it's fine.
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17th October 2008
Woke up at 10am.
Wash up and all that,
went to work.
I was so tempted to face MC seriously.
This week I'm working at Paragon.
My day started off like shyt.
Boarded the bus that was so freaking slow.
The uncle like driving 30km/h.
WTF!
He was so late I'm late for work.
When I finally reach the store,
the store manager gave me a lecture on how I can't wear my skinnies to work.
Fuck.
The day did get better though.
When one customer actually asked me what cosmetic I use.
LOL!
All I told her was foundation do wonders.
My skin condition is bad news.
Later that day,
I even had to give them a foundation workshop.
LOL!
It's damn funny.
I think Loreal should take me as their spokesperson man...
True Match rocks my socks.
Sales was bad though.
Seriously,
who goes PARAGON to get TOOTHPASTE?
DOTS DOTS!
LMAO!
Looking at all the nice clothes, and worst,
THEIR HANDBAGS!
Makes me wanna kill myself on the spot.
WAHLAO!!
Freaking nice.
No, I'm not a LV fan and I'm not talking about LV.
There are so many other brands nicer.
Later when I get back,
Ate prata and crashed.
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18th October 2008
Work was fine.
Other promoters were nice to me.
LOL!
Maybe because I'm clear of everything.
I'm a Watson or Guardian junkie I realised.
I bought almost everything there.
I realised the blusher I recently bought was sold there.
Good, if it's good I know where to get it back.
If not, I will not try any others.
Will go back to Shiseido.
I have phobia trying new cosmetics.
Brrrr~~
Heard from Veralyn,
Wan Yu is damn suay.
LOL!!
Same class with the gossip girls.
Poor Wan Yu..
Nvm.. we're here for you!
They touch a strand of your hair we'll pull out all their hair!!
Missing baby like mad.
Argh~
P/S Palmer's hand cream is damn nice!!!
I'm listening to the song Love Me by Collin Raye.
Omg!!
I can't believe I actually cried!
It's damn touching.
Must listen.. I mean it!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I received a SMS by Wan Yu saying timetable is out.
First, the good news.
Me, Kris and Veralyn will be in the same class.
Too bad, Wan Yu didn't choose e-biz.
Now, the bad news.
CLASS STARTS AT 9AM!
Kill me.
NOW!!!
Oh man...
And my timetable is like freaking packed.
Thanks!
Can so predict drop in GPA once again and I think I'll get C.
Before class even starts.
Wahlao..
Totally demoralized.
Means I have to wake up damn damn early man..
How how?
=(
Lastly plus worst-ly,
on Friday, I have to go Sentosa because of a 2 hour,
9am till 11am LECTURE!
*screams and a chain of F word*
Really don't want to go school on Monday,
really really don't want.
OMG!
I'll just forget it and have fun tonight.
Hopefully I can forget everything about Sentosa and my timetable.
Okay, some good news,
the soup I boiled yday according to them was drinkable.
Everyone survived it.
But apparently she forgot the salt I ask her to put after I leave.
So yeah... TOTALLY NOT MY FAULT!
And today's menu,
me have to cook the gravy for the fish.
THANKS! Isn't life's always a bitch?
I stayed at Sis Ying’s house till 2.30pm.
Then rushed over to Wan Yu’s house.
Mahjong!
Kris and Veralyn were already there.
That position was proven “suay”.
In fact, VERY “SUAY”.
Lolx!!
The next person who is going to sit there will be Veralyn.
Yes baby, you.
Haha!
Didn’t lose I think.
Not that bad.
Wan Yu’s house is snack paradise.
We experienced the third jaw drop moment when Alex said he wanted to buy I Phone.
Too bad we forgot why we had the second one.
Later, around 7.30m, we went to eat “tze char”.
Block 844.
We had a lot of food!
Yummy~
Then walked to Tampines Interchange with them and we split.
Me and Christine then walked around TM and CS.
I saw a high waisted shorts that I quite wanted.
Might get it when I get my pay.
I need a new handbag soon after all.
Mine is spoiling. Haven’t, but soon I guess.
Haha! But I promise to myself and kris, that I will wait till it really spoil then only buy.
Alright, lesson of the day:
It’s time to realise fairy tales don’t always end with a happy ending.
It is created because it can’t happen in real life.
Maybe coz I just watched Corpse Bride.
It was nice.
Watching the Tyra show now about Sex Slave.
Brought back memories on something.
Someone I used to know but I shall not say anymore.
Should never bring back past that will hurt people.
I believe she’s happy now.
Honeyking's comment lately was sweet.
awww...
my dear Ipohmalis.
I love you all deep deep!
You all are the one who notices how much I've changed.
From Terence, Hon Kit and Min Jer till now!
Significant meaning.
LOL!!
If HK is reading I bet he's laughing.
Where jeans are still loose and straight cut baggy, to bell bottom and till my skinnies.
I admit, I've changed.
I received letter from banks.
I felt so grown up suddenly.
F word.
LOLX!
I wanna stuck at this age.
Where all the fun is.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Never in my dreams I'll be apart of it.
On 14th of October 2008, I made a dumb decision.
Turns out later it's a funny decision.
I accepted the offer to work at Suntec.
When I reach there, I finally found out what will I be doing.
OH YES!!!
Carrying a SUPER DUPER UBER BIG LOLLIPOP and a loud speaker,
me and Sabby have to shout:
WELCOME TO FOOD REPUBLIC.
FOOD REPUBLIC IS HAVING THEIR 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY PROMOTION.
XX STALL IS HAVING A 50 DISCOUNT NOW.
XX IS SELLING AT $XX.
HURRY GO GET YOUR XX NOW!!!
THIS PROMOTION ONLY LAST FOR XX MINUTES.
OH MY HOLY COW!
Can't believe I did that for $15.
But it was damn funny.
I swear.
I kept getting tongue tied.
HAHA!
And we have to wear an "I heart FR" tshirt.
Like, SERIOUSLY.
Thing is,
after the job,
we ate Chicken Rice.
At half price with SUPER lots of rice and chicken.
We even have eggs.
The rice is so much it looks like ice-kacang.
And after we buy the rice,
here it comes.
"Can I have your number?"
OH MAN!!!
Why are perverts everywhere!
I mean, like obviously I won't give you my number right.
Why waste your time asking?
I was like, "Erm.. I'm attached."
Sabby laughed.
He was like, "Attached? Nvm la... be friend only."
I just smiled and go off.
I was so tempted to add on smtg to that line.
*shivers*
Alright, then I went home.
Bathed.
Get back my umbrella.
Lost my keys for a while.
And then slept.
I was freaking tired.
Can't wait till mahjong time.
I seriously hate the fact that school is starting soon.
ARGH!
Oh yea!
Suddenly I think of Eagle Eye.
I think the dumbest part is to stop everything,
all you have to do is to poke the eye.
DOTS DOTS DOTS!!!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Yes, that's what todayis about.
To me at least.
I knew that you'll wear that shirt.
It was in my mind all morning.
Our coordination.
LOLX!
It's totally fate.
The same colours.
=)
Remember your birthday?
hehe..
When you get down the bus,
you made me smile instantly.
My baby dearest.
I think you look super hot.
Lolx!
Serious.
I don't compliment that often.
When I say good means good.
Looks wise.
I think you look freaking hot in that shirt.
Wee~
Shirt rocks!
I think by now, you're thinking..
It's not the shirt, it's the person wearing the shirt.
HAHA!
Watched Eagle Eye.
It was not bad.
Nice but kind of.. dots dots.
Haha!
Kind of scary if suddenly someone call and give you instructions.
And worst, you have to obey.
and even worst, it's a computer.
Technology - chaos.
Tsk tsk tsk.
People should so go back to using snail mail.
It's much more fun actually.
Lastly, I love the new calling.
Love how it sounds when you call me,
love how it is in sms.
And sorry I can't give you everything you want.
I hope I can.
How I wish to buy you everything I see that reminds me of you.
Give me sometime k?
I'll get you one by one.
Takes time to save especially with my spending pattern.
I'm so sorry.
I LOVE YOU BABY DEAREST!!
*Be nicer if I try to be smarter*
Lolx. Isn't life's always a bitch?
Argh~~
I can't help it.
I want it!
So freaking badly.
I want it!!!!!!!!
Do your hear me?
I said, "I WANT IT!"
I'm so pissed off that I can't sleep.
Argh~
Okay, before any misunderstanding,
I'm talking about my tube top, tankini and high waisted shorts.
I WANT IT!
There's this thing in me that tells me I MUST HAVE IT!
God! Isn't life's always a bitch?
I think I'm falling sick.
Today woke up with body ache.
Argh~
Went to work as usual.
Quite sad I might not be working at KLP next week.
The people here are very nice to me.
Heard from Sis Ying that Aunt Marianne is coming on Friday.
=X
I kind of smell disaster ahead.
All I can say is, "Poor little maid."
During my BREAKS, I was listening to Power 98.
I FOUND OUT THE UP AND DOWN SONG I WAS LOOKING FOR!
OMG!!!!
*beams, jumps and screams*
I swear I wanted to just shout out in the toilet.
WOOOOTTTZZZ!!
I seriously went googoogaagaa.
And the lastest gossip, Lewis Hamilton is with Nicole Scherzinger.
RAWRS!
Just this afternoon I was thinking,
am I very "mah fan"?
Or according to the BESE worksheet, bothersome.
Why you seem to be msg-ing me lesser and lesser?
Are you irritated?
I know you're not feeling well.
This is totally the BESE worksheet situation.
When I ask you go to rest, it means...
*Ask me for the worksheet la!*
lolx..
But forget all of that.
When I receive your msg on asking me to go out tomorrow,
everything doesn't matter anymore.
I was smiling like a nutty.
I practically have to hide in the toilet to calm down.
I love your sms-es.
=)
There was this guy who ask me where are the pacifiers.
I pointed to him and after some time,
I walked past him.
I heard him on the phone (should be the wife).
Guess what he said.
He said, "Okay, I'm looking at the tits. So which one is it?"
LIKE SERIOUSLY! WTH!
-_-'''''
Anyway, around 8.30pm,
Alan came.
Took pictures once again.
He said next week will have random checks by the Colgate company people.
Die!
Means no more random 30 minutes toilet break.
Oh, I seriously can't wait to see you tmr.
I miss you so much.
The other night didn't really see you properly.
Gah~
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
10th October 2008.
Our anniversary.
Started my day with waking up feeling like quitting work.
My poor sleeping hours.
So deprived.
On my way to work, I saw a very loving couple.
They are in their 60s.
They were not touchy or anything but the fact that they’re still together is amazing.
I admire them. Somehow.
I felt like going to them and ask them how they did it.
I took a whole bus ride to identify actually.
I reached work around 11.45am.
Feeling very hungry.
Today I took a lot of random breaks.
After Alan’s friend came to take picture,
I started slacking like mad.
My work place, Kallang Leisure Park Cold Storage.
Filled with old couples.
Pushing trolleys together.
And ask each other what they want when they pass something.
The level of respect and their love.
With the cute ang moh kids.
OMG! It was so perfect.
Anyway, at 8.30pm, the Polykakis meet up!
We had dinner at Nihon Mura.
Can’t believe I had dinner with them today.
I mean, TODAY.
Haha. Something I never expect to happen.
We had a lot of good stuff.
Like the tofu.
And we proved that original Ebikko taste better than the black one.
=P
We ate till around 10pm.
Andy paid the bill.
Okay, thanks and you’re handsome.
HAHA!
Something random, I realised something.
Most people think of me differently from you.
We took bus to Kallang mrt station then took train back to Tampines.
In the train, a reaction, an expression,
that I never thought I will see it again.
Dejavu definitely.
That jaw-drop moment with Wan Yu.
So classic that I can’t stop laughing.
Ah, I got something new.
A reaction I never expect.
At that moment, I’m down and you’re stepping.
Never cross my mind it was that insignificant.
I tell myself, the answer is a big NO.
But, while 95% of my brain says no, 5% of my heart says yes.
Oh well..
At 1.15am.
Something happened.
I just want you to know, you’re a great friend.
Nice person as well.
We’re still very good friends.
Nothing has changed.
It won’t affect me, and my judgement towards you.
Don’t worry and be happy alright.
More pratas to come.
11th October 2008.
Work seems fine nowadays.
Still, I would prefer a job that keeps me busy.
During one of my random 30 minutes toilet break,
(mind you, ONE OF only.. LOL!)
I read back our sms-es.
Okay la.. This is not the first time I read back.
Ever since I started working there I got so much time to read.
But today I realised how different we were last time,
compare to us, now.
Listening to Mamma Mia soundtrack at that moment doesn’t help at all.
LOL! Guess which song is playing!!
Our last summer. (dots dots dots)
We changed so much.
Things we say, pet names, actions, priorities..
Made me realise that “forever” is really a long time.
And that made me think of what happened few days ago.
The bouquet you gave me during our first month dropped.
One of the flowers came off.
Is that a sign??
Gah~ It must be PMS.
Anyway, while on my way to work today,
I started thinking that how would I be when I’m like 60 plus.
Will I still be healthy and able to walk or will I be half dead?
Suddenly I felt scared and kind of decided that I don’t want to live that long.
I’m not going to be a burden for anyone.
I decided to die at around 50 plus.
So ROBINSON CRUSOE!!!
Haha...
Then I met a couple in their 70s.
The lady talked to me, asking me for advice.
I ask her what kind of toothpaste she is looking for.
She said she’s looking for mouth wash only because she got no more teeth.
All is fake.
When she say that, she pretend to whisper.
SO CUTE!
Then she told me she’s 78 years old while her husband is 77.
Still so loving!
Somehow, she totally gave me motivation to live on man..
I hope I am as fit as she is at that age.
I ate at Nihon Mura AGAIN.
They’re the only place that accept Nets and not that expensive.
I’ve been eating sushi quite a lot.
Also helped the Cold Storage auntie today to help arrange the stuffs.
Totally non Colgate related but at least I’m happy I got something to do.
British India factory outlet got lots of clothes that made me go GA-GA!
I need shorts anyway.
But it seem like I’m planning how to spend before I even get my salary.
And my rent has officially gone up to $1150 from $1100.
(Followed by million times of F word)
SIGHZ!!!
I also rejected my $10 per hour job.
Oh yea, I noticed all the perverted weird uncle’s name start with a R.
The other day at Cold Storage one is called Ron.
Today, I met another uncle called Roy who at first sang a song.
Then walk past me saying sorry.
Then sat down beside me and ask me stuffs like my name and all.
Amazingly, he started a lecture about how to treat a woman.
WTH!
I can’t totally ignore him because no one else was there at the bus stop.
ARGH~
So freaking scary.
SHOO WEIRDOS SHOO!
Friday, October 10, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I'm having emotional breakdown.
Oh shyt..
What's going past my mind now?
I can't stop myself.
I went over and read.
I know.
I'm addicted.
I gotta stop.
It's just so, sweet.
So nice that I use it to pass my time.
To make myself feel better.
ARGH~
It's so wrong.
I don't hope for anything.
Why should I?
It's nothing.
But I shouldn't even go read.
Especially seeing it will make me worst.
All the flying hearts and sweet kisses.
OMG!
I wonder, somehow.
Are you ashamed?
Maybe.. of me?
Why the respond?
I don't know.
Maybe I'm not good enough.
I'm ordinary, I know.
I'm so sorry.
I guess I'm just a bit dizzy.
I just think too much.
I hate PMS.
VERY MUCH!
First, I depend on my drug, my pills.
Second, it made me think so much that my head is going to burst.
Third, it makes me super sensitive making things worst.
ARGH!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Starting from 2 nights ago.
I can't believe al 4 of us were online!
Rare scene.
I learnt and heard.
Anyway, since Mamma Mia,
I've been "Honey Honey-ing".
OMG!
The soundtracks are damn nice.
But the biggest part is the show kept made me think of mom.
I bet she had a great time when she was young.
It's because of me she missed out a lot.
And there was this rebelperiod of mine,
where I cut her out.
I realised very soon, thank god.
I love you, mom.
Well, 8th of October 2008.
A date with Em.
*Smiles*
Started off with the babysitting routine.
I left Sis Ying's house around 1.30pm.
Had to wait till Xian is back home.
The Channel No.5 smell was still on when I reach home.
It was perfect.
Somehow, today I realised that it's good for day use too.
I used to think it's quite strong.
How wrong was I.
I came home, do some chores.
Em reach my place around 3 plus.
She brought me Kuih Raya!!
Thanks!! =)
She had my sotong flu.
It's a virus now.
Put on make up, this this that that,
we're finally on our way out.
The rain was not helping at all.
My whole shoe was wet.
I thought of wearing slippers,
but Em was like, "You wear until so nice already then wear slippers?".
So okay.
With out flat hair,
we made our way to Cine.
Had sushi.
Watched House Bunny.
Anna Faris TOTALLY look like Britney in the poster.
I swear.
She's so pretty.
Okay, a bit bimbotic but can't help it right?
She's a bunny.
The show was funny.
I heart chick flicks.
They always make my day.
All the abs.
Oh~~~~~
Sky and Sophie from Mamma Mia.
Shelly from House Bunny.
OMG!
I want.
I'm so disgusted by myself.
Lolx.
After the show, we came back to Tampines for a drink.
Starbucks!
We sat and chat until 10pm.
I went to Liyi's chalet.
I definately had fun =)
More more more outings to come alright!
And after the show, I definately was so so so inspired to perm my hair.
LOL!
Chalet.
I was wearing a dress.
SERIOUSLY!
Thank god Liyi got extra fbt.
Played tai-di.
The retard family game.
Too lazy to catch the last bus home so I stayed over.
Watched Iron Man and Mahjong King.
And I slept.
The next morning!
9th of October.
I can't wash up because apparently someone threw up in the sink.
Sorry, but disgusting!
I left around 9am.
Came home, change and bathed.
Went to Tampines Mall and Century Square to look for Chinese Chess.
For Jordan.
F to the max.
Everywhere stopped selling.
At 11.30am, I gave up and made my way to Sis Ying's house.
Had lunch.
Went to Bugis to collect the ring.
On my way, I saw bus.
I smiled and the bus smiled back.
HAHA!
293 is always the best.
After the collection,
I walked around.
And that walk cost me $40.
I bought a new blusher, some brushes and eye shadow.
I felt so freaking guilty but somehow,
proud that I didn't buy the Shiseido blusher.
Then I went home.
Feeling quite tired,
I can't rest.
It's a long day.
I went out to Bedok Interchange to meet Wan Yu and mee.
We're going to have an adulthood dinner of Bak Chor Mee.
=)
Veralyn baby joined us later.
We took 225 to Block 511 for all the good food.
(Picture of the food, will be uploaded)
We had stingray, bak chor mee, satay, kangkung and kidney!
And drank sugarcane.
YUM~~
After that, we went back to Tampines Mall to visit Kris.
Haha!
We waited for her to pack up and went to Mac for like..
20 minutes?
I had a great day.
Seriously.
Thanks polykakis and also Em!
Plans for now, next wed MAHJONG!
Oh yea, Adilah texted me.
And planned a breakfast.
She said Em will be busy but I'll just go ahead and meet her.
A bit sad three of us can't meet together but nvm =)
There will be next time.
So it's set on 16th, 10am at opp school mac.
Dad texted me too.
I asked regarding the final hope.
He said it's still progressing while mom told me f-king person who is stepping down,
had postpone the project.
I don't know who to believe.
Just see how it goes.
At most just quit.
Nothing I can't take.
I'm strong!
Oh, and I wanted to explain something.
THE YELLOW LIGHT effect towards me.
Everytime when I'm alone,
standing a place with yellow/orange lights.
A kind of strange feeling will appear.
It's scary and uncomfortable.
It made me really empty and scared.
I don't know why.
It's like.. suddenly, all my strength is gone and all I want is just to lean on something.
To get over any problems in hand.
I don't know how to explain.
But it's like, losing control and feeling very lonely.
It's weird.
So much emotions that it becomes almost eerie.
AND the landlady wants to increase the rent by $50.
I felt like taking this chance to move somewhere else.
But I don't think it will work.
Sigh.
$550 already gives me headache.
Now $575? wth..
Mom called the other day ask me to use my salary to buy her a fridge.
I wanted to but I have plans.
I am selfish I know.
I'm so sorry.
Feeling like shyt now so change topic.
It's our anniversary!
Another 10th!
It's been 8 months.
So so fast.
So fast I felt it's as if I can't hold on tight,
and it's slipping through my fingers.
I wanted you to know how worry I was when you didn't reply me the other night.
Oh well, bad things aside.
=)
I'm so glad we're still together till now.
Still loving each other so so much.
In fact, more and more each day.
You're on my mind all the time.
How can I even lose you.
Happy 8 months baby dearest!
I love you.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
I went to Sis Ying's house today.
To help babysit.
The new maid's look is not bad.
He English is bad.
I miss Maricel.
Jordan as usual.
I had lunch there,
then go Tampines Interchange to buy tickets.
I almost thought I'm going to miss it like Enchanted.
THE MOVIE WAS GREAT!!!!!!
I wish baby was there.
Anyway, then Sis Ying called.
Saying the maid went to see doctor due to heart pain.
And left Xian at home alone.
I was shocked.
Suspected her to go meet her friend.
Still not confirmed.
And I visited Christine.
Planned to shock her but failed.
And she then sms me to say thanks coz she had a lot of sales today.
HAHAHA!!
Me and Sabby created the word.
MNM (M&M)
Not a good word I can say.
Sabby planned to stay at my place.
Till her phone no batt.
She went back to Chalet.
To face her fears.
It isn't about boy hug girl,
girl willing.
Girl develops feelings,
boy back off.
Boy and girl talk things out,
next day they laugh and be buddies.
Life isn't that simple.
Give it sometime and respect each other.
Be sensitive to each others' needs.
Me and Sis Lillian talked.
HAHA!
It was funny and PRODUCTIVE!
We'll see will bags turn into diamonds.
Anyway, I guess we were both weak.
I'm a loser.
Just this morning, I sat down and wonder.
Why didn't I give in?
Was it PMS?
I hate being sensitive and feeling all the emotions all together.
It makes me burst.
Was it really me?
Until suddenly you msg me.
It don't matter anymore.
I love you.
Don't need anymore words.
Can't even describe how much I love you.
You're my world is not even near.
Just remember I need you to go on.
Love you HONEY HONEY!
(Sorry, Mamma Mia is still in my head.)
Will be meeting Em tomorrow.
For House Bunny.
and Kuih Raya!
Then will spend the night at Liyi's Chalet.
Can't wait.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Monday, October 6, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
"Relationship isn’t a game, its about a commitment and trust between two people wanting nothing more than the best and simply being happy for each other."
Got that from Matthew's blog.
The F1 Matthew.
(So hey, I give you credit k)
I went to work.
Thinking, it's another boring day.
I was wrong.
VERY wrong.
First of all,
today got no storekeeper.
So I don't have to sign in for my pass.
Which means I don't have to sign out.
*winks winks*
DRUM ROLLS!!
I SAT DOWN AND HAD BREAKFAST AT COFFEE BEAN!
FOR AN HOUR!!
ahh~
so noty me.
then, I went off work at 8pm.
=X
There, I said it!!
I'm so noty!
AHH!
Can't stand myself.
Lolx.
Anyway, I had KFC for lunch.
Cheers for not having Chicken Rice.
I had the urge to watch Mamma Mia alone.
But the ticket was $9.50.
Miss Budget can't bring herself to buy it.
Met a lot of funny people today.
Children who smiled at me for no reason.
Some even said bye to me.
Babies who smiled at me.
And lastly,
the uncle who talked to me.
Lied to me said he'll sms me for part time job.
To get my number.
When he walk back, gave me Mentos and said let's go for lunch next time,
I know I screwed up.
Die!!
I'm so dumb.
During my break,
Alan came.
Disturb my break, made me go back to booth to take picture.
Funny shyt.
He even brought a friend to act as customer.
And I found out he stay very near me.
Stupid Hokkien ah beng.
Do come visit me next Sunday.
=)
Tomorrow will be going to Sentosa.
With Sabby, Liyi and Veralyn.
I pray hard.
It will be great.
Wednesday meeting Em.
I hope we can watch House Bunny.
I've been thinking of dear.
Sms-ed her today.
She replied.
*jumps*
I will try to go Singapore Biennal for you.
=)
Hopefully can take nice pictures too.
And now, it's time.
If you remember what I told you,
you'll be able to read the following.
warawe warare warato waraget waraher warafor waral waramost wareight waramonths.
warafter waraso waralong, warahow warama warany waratimes warahave warawe warar warague?
warayou warareal waraly warathink warai warane waraver waragive warin warato warayou?
warand warit waris warayou warawho waris warathe waron waraly warone warawho warais waragi waraving warin warato warame?
warai waracan waranot wararead warayour waramind.
waralike warahow warayou wararead waramine.
warastill, warayou warajust warado waranot waraknow warawhat warai warawant.
warai warajust warawant wara waracom waramo waraner.
waranot warahing waramore.
warathe waror waradi warana warary warahus waraband warawho warawill warago warashop waraping warawith warame.
warawhen warai waranag, warajust waralis waraten warand waraturn waroff warayour warears.
warig waranore warame, warado warawhat wara warahus waraband warashould warado.
warawhen wari waram waradone, warajust warahug warame warand warasay warit waris warokay.
warawhen warayou warare waran waragry, warascold warame.
warathen warahug warame warand warasay warit waris waro warakay waratoo.
warayou warare waraso waradif warafe wararent.
warand warato warayou, warayour warasteps warare waraso warim warapor waratant.
warayour waraplans.
warayou warane waraver waralet warit warago.
waralike wara warany warot waraher warare warala waration waraship.
wari waram waranot warone warof warayour waracha wararac warater waror warawhat ware warver warin wara warachess waragame.
warado waranot warabe waraso waramean warato warame.
Can't wait to wake up and smell the roses.
These few days,
as I walk home,
I smell roses.
I think my mind is playing tricks on me.
Haha!
So sweet.
Looking at it make me feel pain.
I know I shouldn't.
I can't help it.
I never felt what I should feel.
I never have it.
And she have dozens of it.
I envy.
Very very envy.
I realised I can't think this way.
It's different.
I suddenly want Apple Crumble.
From chill out.
It's seems so nice I melted.
During one of my stay-in-toilet-for half-an-hour break,
I read back all the sms-es.
So sweet.
So nice.
So, new.
But it seems like it's gone.
For good.
You, can never seem to tell me everything.
We, have a barrier. A thin line in between.
I, am scared to tell you everything.
Darkest secret should be kept inside.
Maybe, I'm wrong.
It's not a match.
I planned, and planned and planned.
I even thought off..
Silly me.
Saya nak awak peluk saya, beritahu saya yang sayalah DIA.
Tapi, perasaan itu tak pernah berlaku.
Tak pernah kita rasa, dengan awak, apa-apa pun tak penting lagi.
Semuanya akan selesai.
Awaklah segalanya.
Kita tak pernah mengalami segala itu.
Cemburu.
Tak berani saya beritahu awak.
Yang saya cemburu terhadap dia.
Bukan saja dia.
Malah, "G".
Percaya atau tidak, kalau awak dengan dia, awak tak akan layan dia sebegini. Isn't life's always a bitch?
Bad day for me I guess.
I found smtg scary.
My hands turned blue again.
Third time in this week.
I wonder why this never happen in China.
My toe,
yes, that toe.
The nails is turning black.
I'm scared.
Should I see a doctor?
*bummer*
Disappointed.
Standing at my location.
I see digestive biscuits.
I see potato chips.
I see ham.
I see my craving level up.
I want it all.
While I was standing there,
I day-dreamed of Kenny Rogers.
Ahh~~
Anyway, the show on Channel 8 now with Louis Koo acted,
is damn touching.
I "AM" crying like crazy lor.
Tomorrow I'll have weird eyes.
But it feels good to just cry out loud.
Since Grandpa is not at home.
Should take the chance.
Something I wanted to show so badly.
I have no chance.
It kills me.
What's said remain here.
Tak faham.
Memang tak faham.
Manjakan saya?
Apa yang saya buat tak akan disamakan dengan apa yang kamu buat.
Cincin and bunga.
Tapi adakah itu bermakna hanya kerana saya tak dapat belikan semua itu,
bermaksa saya tak buat apa-apa?
Bukankah itu tanggungjawab awak untuk memujuk saya?
Tak faham.
Tak faham.
Tak faham.
Jika dia meminta sesiapa tolong membacakan,
sila menghormati hak saya.
Yang saya tak nak dia tahu apa saya tulis.
Please.
Leave it here.
Only here.
My Malay sounds funny now.
So formal.
Because there are so many words lost.
And I don't want to change the writing style from English.
So yeah.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
It was embarrasing and tiring.
Freaking cold too.
Especially when Kallang Leisure Park is practically empty.
Human-less.
Sighz.
Not many people even walk past.
How to promote?
Anyway, last night I was having sugar craving.
Suddenly, phone beeps.
MESSAGE!
"Darling.... I miss you so so so so much...."
*blush*
MELTED!!
I miss you vvvvvvvv much too!!!
*Thanks Grandpa for the KitKat*
and LOLX! I found my Grandpa sleeping and hugging his new Carebear!! =P
Oh yea, there was this fucking annoying woman.
You know, when she saw me,
she gave me this freaking disgusted face.
BECAUSE I'M IN THAT LAB COAT DON'T FUCKING GIVES YOU ANY RIGHT TO DO THAT!
I'm FUCKING pissed off at that time.
I swear.
She did it right in front of me the moment she FUCKING saw me.
RIGHT FUCKING IN FRONT!
FUCK YOU WOMAN! (No, not literally.)
I won't FUCKING dirty my fingers.
May your husband find another woman.
(SUPER SORRY FOR THE VULGARITIES)
Anyway, it was then amended by one cute uncle.
Who said to me, "You're in the right job, nice set of teeth."
=) Thanks.
True or not I don't care.
At least it saved that woman's life.
I went down to Tiong Bahru during my break to collect my F1 pay.
Rushed like hell.
I felt like I'm flying.
$162.
That's all.
AND NOW,
Baby came to bring me Oreo Cheese Cake!!!!!!!
Thank you so so so much for being so nice.
For waking up so early to bake it.
Then bring all the way for me.
*SMILES*
I love you so much.
It taste so so so good.
Hope I get another slice of it actually.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Since I spent half of my F1 pay today.
Bought groceries.
*Yawns*
Here I end and will continue tommorow.
Night and sweetdreams to all.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Isn't life's always a bitch?
29th September 2008
I'm happy!!
We are finally going out =)
It's our date!
I rate it 9.05 upon 10.
Almost perfect *smiles*
You made me so excited to meet you .
What's with the cute msges?
Tsk tsk tsk.
There I see you.
Colourful stripes.
Suddenly I realised that you got almost all of your clothes now with me.
Don't try to be what I want you to be.
Don't change for me.
I love you for who you are baby dearest.
We went to Wheelock for lunch.
NYDC.
It was nice dear.
I'm so sorry I can't finish it.
I had fun shopping with you.
I love shopping with you.
*grins*
SPAIN looks nice on you.
Get a tan and it's perfect.
Watched My Bestfriend's Girl.
I actually think that it's very nice.
Yes, a bit too vulgar.
But it was nice.
Chick flick rocks.
It was sweet.
Then we went to explore.
Dinner was at some ulu place where I don't know what it's called.
It was very good.
Thanks baby for bringing me to try out all your favourite food.
Anyway, I love the DESSERT the most.
The one with whipp cream =P
Extra whipp cream sure makes it nicer right?
*evil grins*
Had fun watching TV with you around.
Just want you by my side.
Love you baby dearest. =)
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30th September 2008
Had Colgate training.
It was dead boring.
Seriously.
We had role play (again) and numerous times of refreshing.
Argh~
I was late anyway.
Haha, but due to the meeting room was occupied at first, I reached in time.
Sabby and me went to eat Yoshinoya later.
And then LOTSA mahjong.
Things went bombarded later.
It was the mahjong I guess.
We had LOTSA cindy-ssssss.
*laughs and giggles*
A boy, should not touch a girl too much.
While a girl, should learn to say "no" before any accident happens.
Practice it and no one gets hurt.
Literally, NO.
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1st of October
It was not wasted.
Planned to watch Mama Mia.
Baby was at ECP with netballers.
It was so sad that the tickets are all sold out.
We tried Plaza Singapura, The Cathay, and also Shaw.
*bummer*
Ended up we went to eat 99cents sushi.
The Wanyu work place but different outlet.
Then followed by some window shopping.
I want a new tankini swimsuit.
I want a tube top (yes, since ages).
I want money to buy mommy a new washing machine.
Sharks.
Anyway, it was then followed by some tai di and other card games.
A along walk to chill out.
With two bottles of 1.5 litre water.
Cost us only $1.60.
It was nice.
No emo allowed and don't make the same mistakes.
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2nd October 2008
Random, crazy and hopeful.
I had Chicken Rice for lunch.
Me and my Chicken Rice.
*giggles*
I'm getting lamer now a days.
Must be influenced by Pro.
HAHA!
Don't talk about Pro or the Pro will talk to you.
I track it down.
One of the last.
I hope this will make you melt.
Like ice-cream in a cup.
I eat it too slowly you'll drip on the road.
So I get a cup to collect every drop of you.
LOLX!
Anyway, I think it won't be nice.
It's not the right one.
There is no more right one.
I hate the fact.
Argh~
I should have hunt it earlier.
Sighz.
Veralyn is back!
*smiles*
BABY BABY!!!!
Baby will be going out the polyforum people on Monday.
So you all want to go Sentosa and check out where is the academy?
Sabrina will be going along (the ssm one).
Tomorrow will be working.
Kallang Leisure Park.
Cold Storage.
Come visit me.
12pm till 9pm.
COLGATE area.
I will be rushing from Kallang to Tiong Bahru during my break.
So doubt I'll get to eat.
But it's fine.
Tung Lok is somehow not very understanding in this area for stating the time.
Will be collecting my pay.
AHH! Happiness.
But to think of it, I'm actually still in debt.
I used mom's extra balance.
By a lot.
God, drop me $1000?
*Grins*
The rose smell is strong somehow.
Made me think of you.
Have fun and enjoy yourself on Monday.
You're mine on Tuesday.
I'm not letting you go! Isn't life's always a bitch?
Singapore F1 Grand Prix is finally here.
Day 1 (26th)
Woke up quite early to go White Sands.
Waited for Tom&Stephanie to open.
I wanna get a clutch!
After half an hour waiting, found out there is no more black.
=( I had to compromise and buy the white one.
Proves how desperate I am.
Was qite disappointed actually.
The day didn't start well.
Should have bought it when I have the chance.
ARGH!
Went to work, realised that the Suntec way to Esplanade was closed.
I had towalk an extra 25 minutes and it was tiring.
Feet pain before I even start working.
Thank God I went home to change back to SSM ugly shoes.
If I wore my pumps, I would have been dead.
We gather, sign in using time card and together we walk to Paddock Club.
FAR I tell you.
VERY VERY FAR from the gates.
Anyway, found out what we had to do.
Serve drinks on a tray like cocktail parties.
Guess who we saw on the first day?
Denise Keller, Tay Ping Hui, Michelle Chia and Shaun Chen.
Seeing how tall they are made me feel freaking disgusted by my height.
Anyway, took picture with Michelle Chia.
I swear I didn't mean to at first.
I only "chap chi kah".
The day ended with my feet screaming and shouting for help.
And my bosses are nice people.
At least they treat us good.
=) Tung Lok is not that bad.
Saw A LOT of pretty girls
In pretty clothes.
It's so eye soothing.
Ahh~~
Seeing so many couple there,
all holding hands,
made me miss you even more.
You're on my mind all the time.
How I wish you can be there with me.
I miss you.
After I reach home, I collapsed.
Day 2 (27th)
To think of going to work,
with my legs and feet still pain,
have to walk so far to reach the place,
really made me weak and lazy.
My poor feet.
The only thing I can do is just looking at the flowers, smell it and think of you.
At least that gives me energy.
Okay, reached work.
All the other three HTM girls disappeared.
What a shame.
I swear SSM skills are applied.
Thanks Mr. Goh!
I see the difference.
Arms and legs are giving up on me.
Made some NYP and SP friends.
We saw Ros and some other DJs today.
Met some French guests.
They speak French to me.
I replied a little.
Haha... amazingly, they get what I'm saying.
But I am clueless about what they're trying to say.
The F1 car sound "VROOOM" past isn't helping at all.
Some Hong Kong peple are even funnier.
They talk until blur blur already.
Ask me things in Cantonese.
When I replied back in Cantonese,
they were shocked.
LOL! wth.
Some guests are from Bangkok too.
*winks to dear mou if you're reading*
My bosses are funny too.
They say I should go into Public Relations.
I make guests laugh and leave happily.
HAHA!
That's a good thing I guess.
We cope-ed Prata and Teh Tarik during dinner time.
Had gossip session.
It was nice because my legs are REALLY painful.
I gave two of my bosses nicknames.
One called coupon, another called Ah Beng.
And I cab-ed back home today with one my boss.
His legs gave up on him too and he stays few blocks away.
Lucky me.
Anyway, I realised how satifying it is when guests thank you by the name.
Not just, "Thank you."
but, "Thank you, Kelly."
It makes a different.
One guests even said, "That's good service" after he thank me.
Now we are talking about SERVICE!
I'm serious.
Whatever learnt in TP can definately be applied.
Especially in the Paddock area.
And we took group picture and a lot of other pictures today.
Happy.
Day 3 (28th)
It's the last day!
Coupon gave each of us the picture we took and he laminated it.
AHH~ See how good my boss is.
It's the last day and we all did our very best.
Nothing big or special happen except I ha a 3 hours bartender experience.
Other things remained the same.
Same guests, or more.
Tired legs and arms.
Slacking in the toilet for 2 minutes or more.
Taking Prata for dinner.
I learnt to pour and open champaigne bottle.
Using the hold bottom method.
So fun.
The race was over before we know it.
We walked to City Hall MRT.
We see lolipops with Johnny Walker logo on it.
Know why?
KEEP WALKING!!!
I was so tired by then.
And we were walking on rocky road.
I will never drink Johnny Walker ever again.
How I wish there were Johnny Shuttle Bus or Johnny Sit-A-While.
Sighz...
After we reach City Hall, Rebecca was hungry.
We stopped at 7eleven for a break.
No strength anymore.
It was unglam to the max.
Reached home around 12am plus I guess.
And that was how F1 ended.
I was really sad when we were told to give back the name tags.
Nothing memorable left.
Except for the group picture and LOTS of ear plugs.
HAHA!
Have a good rest, my dear legs.
